Cat and Mouse

ever since. For special occasions like today. Or once to kill an FBI agent named Roger Graham.
    He passed Hudson News, with all of its glossy magazine faces staring out at the world, staring at him, trying to work their propaganda. He was still being shoved and elbowed by his fellow commuters. Man, didn’t they ever stop?
    Wow! He saw a character from his dreams, from way back when he was a kid. There was
the guy
. No doubt about it. He recognized the face, the way the guy held his body, everything about him.
It was the guy in the gray-striped business getup, the one who reminded him of his father.
    “You’ve been asking for this for a long time!” Soneji growled at Mr. Gray Stripes. “You asked for this.”
    He drove the knife blade forward, felt it sink into flesh. It was just as he had imagined it.
    The businessman saw the knife plunge near his heart. A frightened, bewildered look crossed his face. Then he fell to the station floor, stone cold dead, his eyes rolled back and his mouth frozen in a silent scream.
    Soneji knew what he had to do next. He pivoted, danced to his left, and cut a second victim who looked like a slacker type. The guy wore a “Naked Lacrosse” T-shirt. The details didn’t matter, but some of them stuck in his mind. He cut a black man selling
Street News
. Three for three.
    The thing that really mattered was
the blood
. Soneji watched as the precious blood spilled onto the dirty, stained, and mottled concrete floor. It spattered the clothes of commuters, pooled under the bodies. The blood was a clue, a Rorschach test for the police and FBI hunters to analyze. The blood was there for Alex Cross to try and figure out.
    Gary Soneji dropped his knife. There was incredible confusion, shrieking everywhere, panic in Penn Station that finally woke the walking dead.
    He looked up at the maze of maroon signs, each with neat Helvetic lettering:
Exit 31st St., Parcel Checking, Visitor Information, Eighth Avenue Subway
.
    He knew the way out of Penn Station. It was all preordained. He had made this decision a thousand times before.
    He scurried back down into the tunnels again. No one tried to stop him. He was the Bad Boy again. Maybe his stepmother had been right about that. His
punishment
would be to ride the New York subways.
    Brrrr. Scar-ry!

Chapter 21

    S EVEN P.M. that evening. I was caught in the strangest, most powerful epiphany. I felt that I was outside myself,
watching myself
. I was driving by the Sojourner Truth School, on my way home. I saw Christine Johnson’s car and stopped.
    I got out of my car and waited for her. I felt incredibly vulnerable. A little foolish. I hadn’t expected Christine to be at the school this late.
    At quarter past seven, she finally wandered out of the school. I couldn’t catch my breath from the instant I spotted her. I felt like a schoolboy. Maybe that was all right, maybe it was good. At least I was feeling again.
    She looked as fresh and attractive as if she’d just arrived at the school. She had on a yellow-and-blue flowered dress cinched around her narrow waist. She wore blue sling-back heels and carried a blue bag over one shoulder. The theme song from
Waiting to Exhale
floated into my head. I was waiting, all right.
    Christine saw me, and she immediately looked troubled. She kept on walking, as if she were in a hurry to be somewhere else, anywhere else but here.
    Her arms were crossed across her chest.
A bad sign
, I thought. The worst possible body language. Protective and fearful. One thing was clear already: Christine Johnson didn’t want to see me.
    I knew I shouldn’t have come, shouldn’t have stopped, but I couldn’t help myself. I needed to understand what had happened when we left Kinkead’s. Just that, nothing more. A simple, honest explanation, even if it hurt.
    I sucked in a deep breath and walked up to her. “Hi,” I said, “you want to take a walk? It’s a nice night.” I almost couldn’t speak, and I am never at a loss for words.
    “Taking a break in one of your usual twenty-hour workdays?” Christine half smiled, tried to anyway.
    I returned the smile, felt queasy all over. I shook my head. “I’m off work.”
    “I see. Sure, we can walk a little bit, a few minutes. It is a nice night, you’re right.”
    We turned down F Street and entered Garfield Park, which was especially pretty in the early summer. We walked in silence. Finally we stopped near a ballfield swarming with little kids. A frenzied baseball game