Fifty Shades Trilogy 02 - Fifty Shades Darker

slightly open bedroom door, I notice that Christian is not with me. Where is he? I glance up. Standing at the end of the bed is a shadow. A woman, maybe? Dressed in black? It’s difficult to tell.  
    In my befuddled state, I reach across and switch on the bedside light, then turn back to look but there’s no one there. I shake my head. Did I imagine it? Dream it?
    I sit up and look around the room, a vague, insidious unease gripping me—but I am quite alone.  
    I rub my face. What time is it? Where’s Christian? The alarm says it’s two fifteen in the morning.  
    Climbing groggily out of bed, I set off to hunt him down, disconcerted by my overactive imagination. I am seeing things now. It must be a reaction to the dramatic events of the evening.
    The main room is empty, the only light emanating from the three pendulum lamps above the breakfast bar. But his study door is ajar, and I hear him on the phone.
    “I don’t know why you’re calling at this hour. I have nothing to say to you . . . well, you can tell me now. You don’t have to leave a message.”
    I stand motionless by the door, eavesdropping guiltily. Who is he talking to?
    “No, you listen. I asked you, and now I am telling you. Leave her alone. She’s nothing to do with you. Do you understand?”
    He sounds belligerent and angry. I hesitate to knock.
    “I know you do. But I mean it, Elena. Leave her the fuck alone. Do I need to put it in triplicate for you? Are you hearing me? . . . Good. Good night.” He slams the phone down on the desk.
    Oh shit. I knock tentatively on the door.
    “What?” he snarls, and I almost want to run and hide.
    He sits at his desk with his head in his hands. He glances up, his expression ferocious, but his face softens immediately when he sees me. His eyes are wide and cautious. Suddenly, he looks so tired and my heart constricts.  
    He blinks, and his eyes sweep down my legs and back again. I am wearing one of his T-shirts.
    “You should be in satin or silk, Anastasia,” he breathes. “But even in my T-shirt you look beautiful.”
    Oh, an unexpected compliment. “I missed you. Come to bed.”
    He rises slowly out of the chair still in his white shirt and black dress pants. But now his eyes are shining and full of promise . . . but there’s a trace of sadness, too. He stands in front of me, staring intently but not touching me.
    “Do you know what you mean to me?” he murmurs. “If something happened to you, because of me . . .” His voice trails off, his brow creasing, and the pain that flashes across his face is almost palpable. He looks so vulnerable—his fear very much apparent.
    “Nothing’s going to happen to me,” I reassure him, my voice soothing. I reach up and stroke his face, running my fingers through the stubble on his cheek. It’s unexpectedly soft. “Your beard grows quickly,” I whisper, unable to hide the wonder in my voice at this beautiful, fucked-up man who stands before me.
    I trace the line of his bottom lip then trail my fingers down his throat, to the faint smudge of lipstick at the base of his neck. He gazes down at me, still not touching me, his lips parted. I run my index finger along the line, and he closes his eyes. His soft breathing quickens. My fingers reach the edge of his shirt, and I run them down to the next fastened button.
    “I’m not going to touch you. I just want to undo your shirt,” I whisper.
    His eyes open wide, regarding me with alarm. But he doesn’t move, and he doesn’t stop me. Very slowly I unfasten the button, holding the material away from his skin, and move tentatively down to the next button, repeating the process—slowly, concentrating on what I am doing.  
    I don’t want to touch him. Well, I do . . . but I won’t . On the fourth button, the red line reappears, and I smile shyly up at him.
    “Back on home territory.” I trace the line with my fingers before undoing the final button. I pull his shirt open and move to his cuffs, removing his black polished stone cufflinks one at a time.
    “Can I take your shirt off?” I ask, my voice low.
    He nods, eyes still wide, as I reach up and pull his shirt over his shoulders. He frees his hands so he’s standing in front of me naked from the waist up. With his shirt off, he seems to recover his equilibrium. He smirks down at me.
    “What about my pants, Miss Steele?” he asks, raising an eyebrow.
    “In the bedroom. I want you in your bed.”
    “Do you now? Miss Steele,