Love is Always Write Anthology Bonus Volume

kissed his neck and his jaw and the pulse pounding behind his ear and he groaned and demanded another finger. I slid a third inside him and he wrapped his arms around my chest and clung to me. "God, yes, yes, god, yes," he chanted as my fingers slid in and out. I twisted my hand and bumped something inside him and his whole body jerked.
    "FUCK!"
    "Alan?" I didn't stop but I slowed, and I didn't twist my hand again.
    "Whatever the fuck you just did do it again," he gasped. I did the twist and bump and he shuddered, let out a high pitched whine. "Don't," he gasped, going limp against me. "Don't do it again or I'll come, but fucking remember where that is, oh my fucking god."
    I kissed his sweaty forehead and made sure I fucking remembered what I'd done.
    "Fuck," Alan gasped, shoving back against my hand. "Effing now, fuck me, want you, want you so goddamn much, Lukas…"
    "Uh— how do we get there?"
    "Fucking virgins," he cursed. "Condom! I didn't get—"
    "If we're both virgins, do we—"
    "Fucking fuck condoms, get inside me," Alan ordered, rolling onto his back and dragging me with him. "Where's the lube?"
    "Um— under you?"
    "Fuckity fuck!" Alan pulled his knees up, grabbed my cock and rubbed it along the groove of his ass and we both shuddered. "Good boy, lots of lube," he gasped, sliding his hand down then up my shaft. "Good to go!" he gasped, and pulled his legs up farther.
    I took a deep breath and took hold of myself and eased down. Oh holy— so slick, so hot, so— he hissed. I stopped, word or no word.
    "Stay," Alan ordered. "I'm okay, gotta adjust, relax, I'm okay—"
    God, heaven and hell at once, so good but I wanted to move, needed to move— I took a deep breath and put my arms behind his legs, holding them for him. I leaned over the distance between us and kissed him. He wrapped his arms around my neck. His insides relaxed and I slipped deeper and we moaned.
    "Come on, come on," he chanted, planting his feet on my back and trying to push me down but I didn't let him. "Come on , Lukas!"
    He'd ducked his head to my shoulder. I tugged at his hair until I could see his face. Intense and urgent, not in pain, so very beautiful— the arm that held me off him quivered. I eased down, watching sensation flit across his face but he didn't cringe and soon our bodies were completely joined. I lowered my chest to his and he clung to me. I let go of his legs so I could hold him and tried a gentle thrust.
    "Fucking god yes," he breathed, wrapping his arms around my neck, his cheek smashed to mine so he panted in my ear. "Come on, baby, yes, Lukas, yes…"
    I moved. Slow at first, and gently, but the faster and harder I moved the louder Alan was and I loved the gasps and moans and swears and whimpers. I loved every jerk of his body, every frantic grab at me, and I held him against me and moved inside him. His body moved with mine and against it in perfect rhythm. Pressure built inside me and I had to move faster and faster but I held it back, had to hold it back, god my mind was going to explode but I had to—
    "You… have to go first," Alan gasped in my ear. "Let me… ride it."
    I groaned and thrust into him, once, twice, and then my orgasm ripped through me. Alan planted soft kisses on my cheek and neck and held me while I gasped and then I moved inside him and he clenched around me, throwing his head back. His whole body shook and his come splattered hot across my stomach and his face was the most beautiful sight I'd ever seen.
    When his body relaxed I slipped out of him and groped on the floor for his sweatshirt. Wiped us both up a bit and dropped it and rolled to the side, pulled him out of the wet spot. I planted a kiss in sweaty hair and his arms tightened around me. I held onto him too though my whole body felt shaky. And warm, and mellow, and when I thought about it I got a stupid grin and I couldn't have cared less.
    "Tell me you're not going anywhere," he said, his voice muffled by my neck.
    "I'm not going anywhere, are you kidding? I don't know if I could even walk." I kissed his forehead again. "And there's nowhere else I want to be anyway."
    "Holy shit!" He jerked up on his elbow to stare at me. "You're ditching class! Stop the planet, Lukas Blake ditched class to get laid!"
    "I ditched class to talk to you," I reminded, tracing my thumb across what little gloss was left on his lips. "Getting laid was a delightful surprise."
    "Ladies and gents, Batman has lost his mind," Alan muttered, flopping