Love is Always Write Anthology Volume 9

possible. He had no point of reference. He had never loved anyone before. He didn't know how to love someone. So while some part of him wanted to… love Tabansi, the rest of him was well aware of the fact that he was incapable of such an emotion. It was practically foreign to him. Being who he was… what he was, he was more likely to destroy someone if he truly loved them and he couldn't destroy Tabansi. He wouldn't allow himself to do it. He would just have to make sure that he kept things with the doctor purely physical.
    "We're going to go and hit the showers, Tabansi. If you decide you want us… all of us, then you can meet us in there," Maddock directed the other man, smiling down at the coração before turning on his heel and walking away, hearing the soft murmurs from his two partners as they followed behind him.
    "Are you sure that was the best thing to do, Perry?" Taggart questioned him, using the nickname for Maddock that he only used when he needed to feel secure and reassured. Putting his arm around the younger man's shoulders, Maddock drew the blond soldier close to his side as they stepped into the locker room.
    "We'll just have to wait and see," he stated, refusing to acknowledge the trepidation that clawed at his insides.
    CHAPTER 7
    Tabansi stood in silent shock as the three older men walked away. Were they serious? Were they actually offering Tabansi an opportunity to have sex with the three of them? Now? They were off their rockers! Absolutely insane.
    So why were his feet walking towards the locker room? Yes, he'd admitted that he wanted the three men but that didn't mean that he was going to have sex with them in the locker room. First of all, it was illegal for an unmarried coração to have penetrative sex with anyone who was not his marriage group. Second of all, what did he really know about the three older men? He knew they were gorgeous, yes, and what they did for a living. He knew they were nice and funny and sweet…but other than that, he didn't know anything about them at all.
    Tabansi glared at his feet as they carried him into the locker room and straight back to the showers where they came to an abrupt stop at the sight before him. Standing underneath the showerheads with their bodies glistening wet from the hot water and steam stood Taggart, Maddock and Jordy. They weren't looking at him at that moment; instead they were rubbing soapy hands over each other's bodies, stroking cocks and fingering assholes. Tabansi took a deep gulp. Gods and goddesses, he was supposed to resist the sight in front of him? He was only one man and he was a very weak one, for that matter.
    "Are you going to stand over there and watch or do you plan on joining us?" Taggart questioned him, the older man's voice drifting over to him, sending shivers down his spine. Tabansi took in a shuddering breath. This was it. Do or die. He had to make his decision right now. With a whispered plea to the god Andalusia, Tabansi pulled off his shirt and pushed down his shorts along with his drawers. Stepping out of his socks and shoes, Tabansi squared his shoulders and walked towards the miles of delicious, wet man skin in front of him.
    He was finally going to lose his virginity. Finally, he was going to get the chance to have sex and with some of the most gorgeous men that he'd ever seen in his life. Sorry, Christopher and Trevor. Just turn away, okay? Tabansi sent out the thought to his deceased lovers and turned his focus towards Taggart, the beautiful blond man who held a hand out to him. Reaching out his left hand, Tabansi accepted Taggart's grasp and felt himself being pulled into the older man's arms.
    With a gasp at the feel of Taggart's broad, muscled and very wet body pressed against his own, Tabansi gripped the taller man's shoulders.
    "Hi," Taggart said to him with a smile.
    "Hi," Tabansi whispered back.
    "Come here often?" Taggart teased him and Tabansi laughed in delight, feeling the tension seep out of his body.
    "Not really, but I'm hoping to cum soon," he responded and watched as Taggart's hazel brown eyes darkened to black with arousal. Tabansi gasped. Had anyone ever looked at him like that before?
    At the press of a large, hard body behind him and the sound of Jordy's husky groan to the left of him, he realized that someone had looked at him with that deeply stirring, gut clenching look of arousal before…the other two men in this marriage group. Tilting his head to the left at the feel of