M Is for Malice

doorway, his gaze fixed on Christie. "We'll be taking off shortly. The bedroom's still sealed pending the coroner's report. It's strictly off limits until you hear from us. We'll be here early tomorrow morning to finish things up."
    "Of course. Will there be anything else?"
    "I understand your brother-in-law received some mail..."
    "We gave that to the other detective, Lieutenant Bower."
    Jonah nodded. "Fine. I'll check with her."
    "Do you have any idea what time we can expect my husband? When I left the station, he was still being interviewed."
    "I'll have him call if he's there when I get back to the station. With luck, he'll be done and on his way home."
    "Thanks."
    Jonah's gaze came to rest on mine and he tilted his head. "Can I see you out here?"
    I got up and crossed the room. He held the door open and we went into the hall.
    He said, "Donovan tells us you were the one who located Guy on behalf of the estate."
    "That's right."
    "We're going to want to talk to you in the morning, picking up background information."
    "Of course. Glad to help. I can stop by at nine on my way into work," I said. "What's this business about the mail?"
    "I haven't seen it yet," he said obliquely, meaning none-of-your-beeswax. We looked at each other for perhaps half a moment longer than was absolutely essential. I'd always thought Jonah was good-looking. Black Irish, I think they call them. Blue eyes, coal-black hair. He looked worn-out and tense, his eyes surrounded by a lacework of fine lines, his skin looking coarser than I remembered. Perhaps as a side effect of my renewed sexuality, I found myself sizing up the men in my life.. With Jonah, there was a dark radiance in the air. I felt like a fruit fly, wondering if the pheromones were mine or his.
    "How's Camilla?"
    "She's pregnant."
    "Congratulations."
    "It's not mine."
    "Ah."
    "What about. you? You involved with anyone these days?"
    "Could be. It's hard to know."
    His smile was brief. "See you in the morning."
    That you will, I thought.

Chapter 14
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    Once Jonah was gone, I found myself reluctant to return to the library. I could hear Christie and Tasha talking together companionably, their voices light, the conversation interspersed with nervous laughter. The subject had obviously changed. The ego is ill-prepared to deal with death for long. Even at a wake or a funeral, the topic tends to drift to safer ground whenever possible. I scanned the empty foyer, trying to get my bearings. Across from the library was the living room. I'd been in there, but I'd never seen the rest of the ground floor.
    I passed under the stairs to an intersecting corridor that branched off in both directions. I caught a glimpse of a powder room across the hall. I saw two doors on the right, but both were closed. Under the circumstances, I thought it unwise to snoop indiscriminately. In the unlikely event I encountered a cop, I was roaming in the guise of someone looking for the kitchen so I could offer my help.
    Before, the house had felt comfortable despite the touches of shabbiness that appeared throughout. Now I was acutely aware of the imprint of Guy's murder.
    The very air seemed heavy, the gloom as languorous as a dense fog drifting through the rooms.
    I took a left, moving toward the unhappy scent of cooked cabbage at the end of the hall. In a sudden glimpse of the future, I could envision the day when this house would be sold to a private boys' school and the smell of cruciform vegetables would overpower all else. Young lads in hard shoes would clatter through the halls between classes. The room where Guy had. been bludgeoned to death would be turned into a dormitory where adolescent boys would abuse themselves surreptitiously after lights out. Always, there would be rumors about the pale apparition gliding down the corridor, hovering on the landing at the turn of the stairs. I found myself walking quickly, anxious for human company.
    Beyond the dining room and butler's pantry, the swinging door to the kitchen stood open. The room looked vast to me, but then my entire culinary kingdom would fit in the rear of a moderately priced station wagon. The floors were pale, glossy pegged oak planks stretching out in all directions. The custom cupboards were dark cherry and the counters were topped with mottled green marble. There were sufficient cookbooks, utensils, and small appliances in view to furnish one small section of a Williams-Sonoma retail outlet. The stove top looked bigger than the