Persephone Alcmedi 00 - Wicked Circle

passenger rear window with his arms crossed, obviously pissed off. His gun was still holstered at his side.
    Evan flipped the keys around on the ring.
    “Evan,” Johnny said. “Stop.”
    Evan blurted, “Are you my dad?”
    Johnny felt like he’d been punched in the gut. I’m sitting here handcuffed. Now is not the ideal time to admit this. But he couldn’t lie, either. Johnny dropped his head down, ashamed. He’d wanted to tell him in a happy setting, not one that said Hey, I’m a criminal. Staring at the seat, he whispered, “Yeah.”
    Three heartbeats later, Evan said, “You don’t want me, do you?”
    Johnny’s head snapped up. His mouth opened, but nothing came out.
    “You don’t.” Evan threw the keys into the front, where they skittered across the dash to the windshield. He flopped back in his seat, spilling tears.
    “Evan . . . I don’t know you—”
    “But you don’t like me!”
    Johnny hesitated, shocked at the quick hurt and quicker anger in the boy’s tone. He recalled some of what he’d read online earlier, about fatherless boys feeling unwanted. “Don’t put words in my mouth,” he said firmly. “I didn’t say that. If I don’t know you, how can I know if I like you? You don’t know me, either. Can you say you like me?”
    Evan sniffled. “You like cars.”
    Johnny was silent as an easy smile claimed his face. “Yeah. Yeah I do. You probably get that from me. And check me out, sitting here in handcuffs. I must’ve done something bad. I did speed . . . I suppose you get your fast thinking from me too. But getting the cuffs off and driving away from here won’t solve the problem, Evan. It will make it worse.”
    Tears rolled from Evan’s eyes. “I don’t want them to take you away! I just . . . I just got you.”
    Johnny concentrated, shifting just his forearms, pushing them into slender paws and slipping from the cuffs. He kept this all confined behind him until he was certain that he was completely human again, then he reached over and pulled the crying boy into his arms.
    Beyond the window, the detective stooped to get a better view inside the car even as he reached for his gun. Johnny waved him off. “It’s okay,” he said, to Evan and to the officer.
    “No, it’s not,” Evan cried.
    It hit Johnny that he was holding his kid . The tears of his kid were wetting his shirt, like a soothing balm and a fierce binding in one. Though he’d never seen Evan as an infant, had never diapered him or fed him or taken him to the school bus, this moment of simple human contact and affection was mightier than hearing the Rege confirm him. “Evan, he says there’s a warrant for my arrest. If I did something bad, the consequences of it are mine.”
    “What did you do?”
    “I don’t know.”
    Evan sat back, sniffling. “How can you not know?”
    “I don’t remember anything about my life, except the last eight and a half years. I was . . . I was abducted . . . kidnapped . . . and my memories were wiped away. I don’t remember your mother, and I never knew she was pregnant with you.”
    “That’s why you haven’t been with me?”
    “I didn’t know you existed, Evan. I swear it. Or I would have been here.”
    Evan threw his arms around Johnny’s neck and held him so tight Johnny could scarcely breathe.
    Listening to their conversation, Kurt was awed. To an eight-year-old, that almost insignificant connection of “liking cars” was enough. Enough to build on, enough to start a relationship.
    He listened as John was firm with the kid and used logic that a youngster could follow, and Evan, potential future hooligan that he was, settled right down, compliant.
    Kurt recognized that this kid wanted a father, wanted to be led and loved.
    It was a revelation to him, to find that a brat like Evan yearned for the love of a father.
    When John escaped his cuffs, Kurt was ready to draw his gun to maintain control of the situation, but John waved him down. As Kurt observed what was transpiring in the back of his car, the emotion on John Hampton’s face couldn’t be disguised by the tattoos. Kurt had seen all kinds of men as a cop. He recognized responsibility when he saw it.
    He realized, too, that John “Newman” could have touted his status as Domn Lup, or even gone into a full-out transformation to avoid being captured. He had done nothing but shun his cuffs to console his crying son.
    Minutes later, John had Evan crawl up front and unlock the doors.
    Kurt slid into