Twisted

too but she doesn’t say it. Being his mother and all. One night I almost done it. When he was asleep.” He paused and caressed a crater in the Sheetrock, made by a fist, it seemed. “I wasn’t strong enough. I wished I was. But I couldn’t do it.”
    His wife joined them and he fell silent. The father knocked timidly on the door and when there was noresponse he shrugged. “Ain’t much we can do. He keeps it locked and won’t give us a key.”
    “Oh, for God’s sake.” Ron stepped back and slammed his foot into the door.
    “No!” the mother cried. “He’ll be mad. Don’t—”
    The door crashed open and Ron stepped inside, flicking on the light. He stopped, astonished.
    In contrast to the rest of the house, Harle’s room was immaculate.
    The bed was made and the blankets were taut as a buck private’s. The desktop ordered and polished. The rug vacuumed. Bookshelves neat, and all the books were alphabetized.
    “He does it himself,” Harle’s mother said with a splinter of pride. “Cleans up. See, he’s not really so bad—”
    “Not really so bad? Are you out of your mind? Look at that! Just look!”
    On the walls were posters from World War Two movies, Nazi paraphernalia, swastikas, bones. A bayonet dangled from one wall. A miniature samurai sword sat on a footlocker. One poster was a comic book scene of a man with knives for feet, ripping apart an opponent he was fighting. Blood sprayed in the air.
    Three pairs of spit-polished combat boots sat by the bedside. A tape, The Faces of Death, sat on the VCR, attached to a spotless television.
    Ron reached for the door to the closet.
    “No,” his mother said firmly. “Not there. He don’t let us go in there. We’re never supposed to do that!”
    The double door too was locked but with oneyank Ron ripped the panels open, nearly wrenching them off the hinges.
    Gruesome toys, monsters and vampires, characters from horror films, fell out. Rubber mock-ups of severed limbs, taxidermied animals, a snake’s skeleton, Freddy Krueger posters.
    And in the center of the closet floor was the main attraction: an altar dedicated to Gwen Ashberry.
    Ron cried out in horror as he dropped to his knees, staring at the frightening tableau. Several photographs of Gwen were pinned to the wall. Harle must have taken them on the days when she walked home from school by herself. In two of the snapshots she was strolling obliviously along the sidewalk. In the third she was turning and smiling off into the distance. And in the fourth—the one that struck him like a fist—she was bending down to tie her shoe, her short skirt hiked high on her trim legs. This was the photo in the center of the shrine.
    She loves me, I love her she loves me I love she loves I love she loves she loves she loves shelovesshelovesshelovessssss . . .
    On the floor, between two candles, what looked like a white flower, sprouting from a dime store coffee mug, printed with the name Gwen on it. Ron touched the flower. It was cloth . . . but what exactly? When he pulled the girl’s underpants from the mug all he could do was give a deep moan and clutch the frail garment to his chest. He remembered Doris commenting several months ago that she’d found the outer door to the laundry room open. So, he’d been in the house!
    In his fury Ron ripped down the picture of Gwenbending over. Then the others. Shredded them beneath his strong fingers.
    “Please, don’t do that! No, no!” his mother cried.
    “Really, mister!”
    “Harle’ll be mad. I can’t stand it when he gets mad at us.”
    Ron rose to his feet, flung the cup into a Nazi flag, where it shattered. He pushed past the cowering couple, flung open the front door and strode out into the street.
    “Where are you?” he cried. “Where? You son of a bitch!”
    The peaceful dusk in Locust Grove had tipped into peaceful night. Ron saw nothing but faint houselights, he heard nothing but his own voice, dulled by the mist, returning to him from a dozen distant places.
    Ron leapt into his car and left long black worms of skid marks as he knocked over garbage cans, streaking into the street.

    Three hours later, he returned home.
    The bright security lights were on, one of them trained directly at the juniper bush.
    “Where’ve you been?” Doris demanded. “I’ve called everybody I could think of, trying to find you.”
    “Driving around, looking for him. Is everything okay?” he asked.
    “I thought I heard somebody in the work