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thought,
please, please, be the king I know you are, good and kind and noble, please
. âDo you have any more to say?â he asked her.
âOnly â¦Â that as you love me, you do me this kindness, my prince,â Sansa said.
King Joffrey looked her up and down. âYour sweet words have moved me,â he said gallantly, nodding, as if tosay all would be well. âI shall do as you ask â¦Â but first your father has to confess. He has to confess and say that Iâm the king, or there will be no mercy for him.â
âHe will,â Sansa said, heart soaring. âOh, I know he will.â
EDDARD
T he straw on the floor stank of urine. There was no window, no bed, not even a slop bucket. He remembered walls of pale red stone festooned with patches of nitre, a grey door of splintered wood, four inches thick and studded with iron. He had seen them, briefly, a quick glimpse as they shoved him inside. Once the door had slammed shut, he had seen no more. The dark was absolute. He had as well been blind.
Or dead. Buried with his king. âAh, Robert,â he murmured as his groping hand touched a cold stone wall, his leg throbbing with every motion. He remembered the jest the king had shared in the crypts of Winterfell, as the Kings of Winter looked on with cold stone eyes.
The king eats
, Robert had said,
and the Hand takes the shit
. How he had laughed. Yet he had gotten it wrong.
The king dies
, Ned Stark thought,
and the Hand is buried
.
The dungeon was under the Red Keep, deeper than he dared imagine. He remembered the old stories about Maegor the Cruel, who murdered all the masons who labored on his castle, so they might never reveal its secrets.
He damned them all: Littlefinger, Janos Slynt and his gold cloaks, the queen, the Kingslayer, Pycelle and Varysand Ser Barristan, even Lord Renly, Robertâs own blood, who had run when he was needed most. Yet in the end he blamed himself.
âFool,â
he cried to the darkness, âthrice-damned blind fool.â
Cersei Lannisterâs face seemed to float before him in the darkness. Her hair was full of sunlight, but there was mockery in her smile. âWhen you play the game of thrones, you win or you die,â she whispered. Ned had played and lost, and his men had paid the price of his folly with their lifeâs blood.
When he thought of his daughters, he would have wept gladly, but the tears would not come. Even now, he was a Stark of Winterfell, and his grief and his rage froze hard inside him.
When he kept very still, his leg did not hurt so much, so he did his best to lie unmoving. For how long he could not say. There was no sun and no moon. He could not see to mark the walls. Ned closed his eyes and opened them; it made no difference. He slept and woke and slept again. He did not know which was more painful, the waking or the sleeping. When he slept, he dreamed: dark disturbing dreams of blood and broken promises. When he woke, there was nothing to do but think, and his waking thoughts were worse than nightmares. The thought of Cat was as painful as a bed of nettles. He wondered where she was, what she was doing. He wondered whether he would ever see her again.
Hours turned to days, or so it seemed. He could feel a dull ache in his shattered leg, an itch beneath the plaster. When he touched his thigh, the flesh was hot to his fingers. The only sound was his breathing. After a time, he began to talk aloud, just to hear a voice. He made plans to keep himself sane, built castles of hope in the dark. Robertâs brothers were out in the world, raising armies at Dragonstone and Stormâs End. Alyn and Harwin would return to Kingâs Landing with the rest of his household guard once they had dealt with Ser Gregor. Catelyn would raise the north when the word reached her, and the lords of river and mountain and Vale would join her.
He found himself thinking of Robert more and more. He saw the king as he had been in the flower of his youth, tall and handsome, his great antlered helm on his head, his warhammer in hand, sitting his horse like a hornedgod. He heard his laughter in the dark, saw his eyes, blue and clear as mountain lakes. âLook at us, Ned,â Robert said. âGods, how did we come to this? You here, and me killed by a pig. We won a throne together â¦â
I failed you, Robert
, Ned thought. He could not say the words.
I lied to you, hid the truth. I let them kill
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