Aftermath

on.”
    He threw down the mouse and shoved the keyboard away, then got up and walked out.
    Caron had taken off her dirty clothes and thrown them outside. She was now sitting on a sofa at one end of a long and narrow conservatory which ran across almost the full width of the back of the house. It was cold, but she appreciated the view through the glass walls and ceiling: close to being outside, but still safe and protected. All around her were potted plants, shriveled up and yellow, sitting in tubs of bone-dry dirt. She wore a dressing gown and pajamas which had most probably once belonged to the woman lying dead in the middle of the back lawn, but even that didn’t seem to matter now.
    “So how long have we got?” Caron shouted, addressing her question to no one in particular.
    “Long enough to catch our breath and get cleaned up,” Lorna shouted back.
    “I say we should wait until it’s lighter before moving on,” Harte suggested. “Give us a couple of hours to get our heads together.”
    “Doesn’t seem much point racing anywhere, really,” Michael said, sounding hopelessly dejected.
    “I thought you’d be desperate to get back to your island.”
    “I am.”
    “So what’s the problem?”
    “There’s no problem getting back to Chadwick,” he explained, “but that’s probably as far as we’re going to get. Unless any of us can sail, that is.”
    “Harry will have waited, won’t he?”
    “For as long as he could, but I expect he’ll have long gone by now.”
    “So what are you saying?”
    “That I don’t know how to sail a boat,” he admitted, shrugging his shoulders dejectedly, “so I don’t know how I’m going to get home.”
    “It can’t be that difficult,” Howard said.
    “You might be right, sailing might be a piece of piss. But can you navigate? Can any of us read a bloody map?”
    “Won’t the helicopter come back?” Lorna wondered.
    “He might.”
    “But we can’t just give up,” she said. “You especially.”
    Michael held his head in his hands, close to tears. The sudden futility of his situation was beginning to sink in. Being away from Emma like this was tearing him in two. Until now he’d been distracted, and before tonight he’d been confident that he’d either be flying back to the island or sailing there alongside Cooper or Harry. All those options had steadily disappeared and now he was stranded. The narrow strip of water which separated Cormansey from the mainland might as well have been a thousand nautical miles wide.
    “So when do we leave?” Howard asked, feeling guilty at having given Michael’s situation such little consideration.
    “Like Harte says, let’s give it a few hours,” Michael said. “We should head out just before dawn, I reckon. Things might look better in the morning.”
    *   *   *
     
    Caron went to bed in a child’s room. Thankfully the child must have been on its way to school when it had died, because its body wasn’t there. The room was just as it had been left. Untidy. Lived in. Bed unmade. A pile of clothes dumped on the floor outside the wardrobe door. Perfect.
    Unlike most of the others, Caron had been sheltered from much of the looting and devastation since everything had fallen apart. She’d been content to play homemaker initially, taking comfort in the mundane familiarity of chores and only going out into the open when she had absolutely no choice but to do so. Since then she’d been little more than a passenger, ferried about and protected from the madness by whoever else she’d been around at the time. It was surprising, quite reassuring actually, just how easy she’d found it to slip back into the routine of all she’d lost. Little things she’d forgotten about suddenly began to feel like they mattered again, albeit only temporarily. On a dressing table in another bedroom she’d found some makeup and moisturizing cream which she’d sat in front of a mirror and applied to her face. Even that most insignificant of acts had a disproportionate effect, filling her with a whole raft of bittersweet memories. The coldness of the cream in her hand, working it into her skin with the tips of her fingers, the smell … In a world filled with cesspits, rotting flesh, and germs, the delicate, flowery scent seemed unnaturally strong now, almost overpowering.
    She went into an en suite bathroom off the main bedroom which none of the others seemed to have used, and there she allowed herself the luxury of using