Ender's Shadow

now?”
      She had nothing to say to that. Instead, she glanced at Bean.
      Just a momentary glance, but Achilles saw it. And Bean knew what he was thinking. It was so obvious.
      "Kill him," said Bean.
      "Don't be stupid," said Poke. "He's in .”
      "That's right," said Achilles. "I'm in. It's a good idea.”
      "Kill him," said Bean. "If you don't kill him now, he's going to kill you .”
      "You let this little walking turd get away with talking shit like this?" said Achilles.
      "It's your life or his," said Bean. "Kill him and take the next guy.”
      "The next guy won't have my bad leg," said Achilles. "The next guy won't think he needs you. I know I do. I'm in. I'm the one you want. It makes sense.”
        Maybe Bean's warning made her more cautious. She didn't cave in quite yet. "You won't decide later that you're embarrassed to have a bunch of little kids in your crew?”
      "It's your crew, not mine," said Achilles.
      Liar, thought Bean. Don't you see that he's lying to you?
      "What this is to me," said Achilles, "this is my family. These are my kid brothers and sisters. I got to look after my family, don't I?”
      Bean saw at once that Achilles had won. Powerful bully, and he had called these kids his sisters, his brothers. Bean could see the hunger in their eyes. Not the regular hunger, for food, but the real hunger, the deep hunger, for family, for love, for belonging. They got a little of that by being in Poke's crew. But Achilles was promising more. He had just beaten Poke's best offer. Now it was too late to kill him.
      Too late, but for a moment it looked as if Poke was so stupid she was going to go ahead and kill him after all. She raised the cinderblock higher, to crash it down.
      "No," said Bean. "You can't. He's family now.”
      She lowered the cinderblock to her waist. Slowly she turned to look at Bean. "You get the hell out of here," she said. "You no part of my crew. You get nothing here.”
      "No," said Achilles. "You better go ahead and kill me, you plan to treat him that way.”
      Oh, that sounded brave. But Bean knew Achilles wasn't brave. Just smart. He had already won. It meant nothing that he was lying there on the ground and Poke still had the cinderblock. It was his crew now. Poke was finished. It would be a while before anybody but Bean and Achilles understood that, but the test of authority was here and now, and Achilles was going to win it.
      "This little kid," said Achilles, "he may not be part of your crew, but he's part of my family. You don't go telling my brother to get lost.”
      Poke hesitated. A moment. A moment longer.
      Long enough.
      Achilles sat up. He rubbed his bruises, he checked out his contusions. He looked in joking admiration to the little kids who had bricked him. "Damn, you bad!" They laughed -- nervously, at first. Would he hurt them because they hurt him? "Don't worry," he said. "You showed me what you can do. We have to do this to more than a couple of bullies, you'll see. I had to know you could do it right. Good job. What's your name?”
      One by one he learned their names. Learned them and remembered them, or when he missed one he'd make a big deal about it, apologize, visibly work at remembering. Fifteen minutes later, they loved him.
      If he could do this, thought Bean, if he's this good at making people love him, why didn't he do it before?
      Because these fools always look up for power. People above you, they never want to share power with you. Why you look to them? They give you nothing. People below you, you give them hope, you give them respect, they give you power, cause they don't think they have any, so they don't mind giving it up.
      Achilles got to his feet, a little shaky, his bad leg more sore than usual. Everybody stood back, gave him some space. He could leave now, if he wanted. Get away, never come back. Or go get some more bullies, come back and punish the crew. But he stood there, then smiled, reached into his pocket, took out the most incredible thing. A bunch of raisins. A whole handful of them. They looked at his hand as if it bore the mark of a nail in the palm.
      "Little brothers and sisters first," he said. "Littlest first." He looked at Bean. "You.”
      "Not him!" said the next littlest. "We don't even know him.”
      "Bean was the one wanted us to kill you," said another.
      "Bean," said Achilles. "Bean, you were just looking out for my family, weren't you?”
      "Yes," said