False Memory

Although her green eyes remained haunted, they were no longer wild with terror.
    “I’ll zap the takeout containers in the microwave,” Susan said, “if you’ll set the table.”
    In the dining room, as Martie was putting a fork beside Susan’s plate, her hand began to shake uncontrollably. The stainless-steel tines rattled against the china.
    She dropped the fork on the place mat and stared at it with a queer dread that rapidly escalated into a repulsion so severe that she backed away from the table. The tines were wickedly pointed. She had never before realized how dangerous a simple fork might be in the wrong hands. You could tear out an eye with it. Gouge a face. Shove it into someone’s neck and snare the carotid artery as though you were twisting a strand of spaghetti. You could—
    Overcome by a desperate need to keep her hands busy, safely busy, she opened one of the drawers in the breakfront, located a sixty-four-card pinochle deck used for playing a two-hand game, and took it out of the box. Standing at the dining table, as far from the fork as she could get, she shuffled the deck. At first she repeatedly fumbled, spilling cards across the table, but then her coordination improved.
    She couldn’t shuffle the cards forever.
    Stay busy. Safely busy. Until this strange mood passed.
    Trying to conceal her agitation, she went into the kitchen, where Susan was waiting for the microwave timer to buzz. Martie took two bottles of Tsingtao from the refrigerator.
    The complex fragrances of Chinese food filled the room.
    “Do you think I’m getting the authentic smell of the cuisine when I’m dressed like this?” Susan asked.
    “What?”
    “Or to really smell it, maybe I should put on a cheongsam.”
    “Ho, ho,” Martie said, because she was too rattled to think of a witty reply.
    She almost put the two bottles of beer on the cutting board by the sink, to open them, but the mezzaluna was still there, its wicked crescent edge gleaming. Her heart hammered almost painfully hard at the sight of the knife.
    Instead, she set the beers on the small kitchen table. She got two glasses from a cabinet and put them beside the beers.
    Stay busy.
    She searched through a drawer full of small utensils until she found a bottle opener. She plucked it from among the other items, and returned to the table.
    The opener was rounded on one end, for bottles. The other end was pointed and hooked, for cans.
    By the time she reached the kitchen table, the pointed end of the opener appeared to be as murderous an instrument as the fork, as the mezzaluna. She quickly put it beside the Tsingtaos before it dropped out of her trembling hand or she threw it down in horror.
    “Will you open the beers?” she asked on her way out of the kitchen, leaving before Susan could see her troubled face. “I’ve got to use the john.”
    Crossing the dining room, she avoided looking at the table, on which the fork lay, tines up.
    In the hallway leading off the living room, she averted her eyes from the mirrored sliding doors on the closet.
    The bathroom. Another mirror.
    She almost backed out into the hail. She could think of nowhere else to go to collect her wits in private, however, and she didn’t want Susan to see her in this condition.
    Summoning the courage to confront the mirror, she found nothing to fear. The anxiety in her face and eyes was distressing, although not as evident as she had thought it must be.
    Martie quickly closed the door, lowered the lid on the toilet, and sat down. Only when her breath burst from her in a raw gasp did she realize that she’d been holding it for a long time.
    Upon discovering the shattered mirror in the half bath off the kitchen, Dusty first thought that a vandal or a burglar was in the house.
    Valet’s demeanor didn’t support that suspicion. His hackles weren’t raised. Indeed, the dog had been in a playful mood when Dusty first came home.
    On the other hand, Valet was a love sponge, not a serious watchdog. If he had taken a liking to an intruder—as he did to ninety percent of the people he met—he would have followed the guy around, licking his larcenous hands as the family treasures were loaded into gunnysacks.
    With the dog trailing after him this time, Dusty searched the house room by room, closet by closet, first the lower floor and then the upper. He found no one, no further vandalism, and nothing missing.
    Dusty instructed the obedient Valet to wait in a far corner of the kitchen, to prevent him from getting slivers