Fifty Shades Trilogy 03 - Fifty Shades Freed

bedroom.
    “Bed,” he says, grinning.
    “Yes, bed.” I maneuver him to the edge, but he holds me.
    “Join me,” he says.
    “Christian, I think you need some sleep.”
    “And so it begins. I’ve heard about this.”
    I frown. “Heard about what?”
    “Babies mean no sex.”
    “I’m sure that’s not true. Otherwise we’d all come from one-child families.”
    He gazes down at me. “You’re funny.”
    “You’re drunk.”
    “Yes.” He smiles, but his smile changes as he thinks about it, and a haunted expression crosses his face, a look that chills me to the bone.
    “Come on, Christian,” I say gently. I hate his expression. It speaks of horrid, ugly memories that no child should see. “Let’s get you into bed.” I push him gently, and he flops down onto the mattress, sprawling in all directions and grinning up at me, his haunted expression gone.
    “Join me,” he slurs.
    “Let’s get you undressed first.”
    He grins widely, drunkenly. “Now you’re talking.”
    Holy cow. Drunk Christian is cute and playful. I’ll take him over mad-as-hell Christian anytime.
    “Sit up. Let me take your jacket off.”
    “The room is spinning.”
    Shit . . . is he going to throw up? “Christian, sit up!”
    He smirks up at me. “Mrs. Grey, you are a bossy little thing . . .”
    “Yes. Do as you’re told and sit up.” I put my hands on my hips. He grins again, struggles up onto his elbows then sits up in a most unChristian-like, gawky fashion. Before he can flop down again, I grab his tie and wrestle him out of his gray jacket, one arm at a time.
    “You smell good.”
    “You smell of hard liquor.”
    “Yes . . . bour-bon.” He pronounces the syllables with such exaggeration that I have to stifle a giggle. Discarding his jacket on the floor beside me, I make a start on his tie. He rests his hands on my hips.
    “I like the feel of this fabric on you, Anastay-shia,” he says, slurring his words. “You should always be in satin or silk.” He runs his hands up and down my hips then jerks me forward, pressing his mouth against my belly.
    “And we have an invader in here.”
    I stop breathing. Holy cow. He’s talking to Little Blip.
    “You’re going to keep me awake, aren’t you?” he says to my belly.
    Oh my. Christian looks up at me through his long dark lashes, gray eyes blurred and cloudy. My heart constricts.
    “You’ll choose him over me,” he says sadly.
    “Christian, you don’t know what you’re talking about. Don’t be ridiculous—I am not choosing anyone over anyone. And he might be a she.”
    He frowns. “A she . . . Oh, God.” He flops back down on to the bed and covers his eyes with his arm. I have managed to loosen his tie. I undo one shoelace and yank off his shoe and sock, then the other. When I stand, I see why I’ve met no resistance—Christian has passed out completely. He’s sound asleep and snoring softly.
    I stare at him. He’s so goddamned beautiful, even drunk and snoring. His sculptured lips parted, one arm above his head, ruffling his messy hair, his face relaxed. He looks young—but then he is young; my young, stressed out, drunk, unhappy husband. The thought rests heavy in my heart.
    Well, at least he’s home. I wonder where he went. I’m not sure I have the energy or the strength to move him or undress him any further. He’s on top of the duvet, too. Heading back into the great room, I pick up the duvet I was using and bring it back to our bedroom.
    He’s still fast asleep, still wearing his tie and his belt. I climb onto the bed beside him, remove his tie, and gently undo the top button of his shirt. He mumbles something incoherently in his sleep, but he doesn’t wake. Carefully, I unbuckle his belt and pull it through the belt loops, and after some difficulty it’s off. His shirt has come dislodged from his pants, revealing a hint of his happy trail. I can’t resist. I bend and kiss it. He shifts, flexing his hips forward, but stays asleep.
    I sit up and gaze at him again. Oh, Fifty, Fifty, Fifty . . . what am I going to do with you? I brush my fingers through his hair. It’s so soft and kiss his temple.
    “I love you, Christian. Even when you’re drunk and you’ve been out God knows where, I love you. I’ll always love you.”
    “Hmm,” he murmurs. I kiss his temple once more, then get off the bed, and cover him up with the spare duvet. I can sleep beside him, sideways across the bed . . . Yes, I’ll do that.
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