Ghostfinders 01 - Ghost of a Chance

voice full of all the pain and tiredness in the world. “I’m so sorry.”
    The thick layer of frost covering his body exploded out from him as he stretched suddenly and forced himself up onto his feet. Great cracks appeared, in his clothes and in his frozen flesh, but he ignored them, all his attention fixed on Kim.
    “My name is Billy Hartman,” he said slowly. “I never meant to kill you. Never meant to kill anyone. It was like a nightmare I couldn’t wake up from.”
    “I gave you what you wanted,” said the Wolf. “What you dreamed of. Don’t say you didn’t.”
    “We don’t always want what we want in dreams,” said Billy. “They’re just dreams!”
    “Humans are so complicated,” said the Wolf. “You can’t even tell the truth to yourselves.”
    “You don’t understand us,” said JC. “You never did. You may be realer than us, but we’re still more than you are.”
    Billy glared at the Wolf’s head, able to face it at last, in the last few moments of his life. “You lied to me. Used me!”
    “That’s all you’re good for,” said the Wolf.
    Billy turned his head away, dismissing the Wolf, and studied Kim with his sad, betrayed eyes. “What’s it like, being dead?”
    “You’re closer to death than I am,” said Kim, not unkindly. “I’m stuck here. I was going to do so many things . . . and now I never will.”
    “I know,” said Billy.
    “It’s hard to know what I feel about you,” said Kim. “Finally having a name and a face to put to my murderer . . . doesn’t really make any difference. You were used by the Wolf, like me . . . but you, at least, had some choice in this. I can’t forgive you.”
    “That’s all right,” said Billy. “I don’t forgive me either.”
    JC stepped forward. “You want a way to get back at the Wolf? Make it pay, for everything it’s done to you and Kim and everyone else?”
    “There’s a way for me to put things right?” said Billy.
    “No,” said JC. “What’s done is done and can’t be undone. But I can give you a chance to defy the Wolf and save the world from what it wants to do to us.”
    “I’d give anything for a chance like that,” said Billy.
    “There’s only one way that works,” said JC. “One chance to pay all debts. Sacrifice.”
    Billy looked at the Wolf and smiled slowly. His frozen cheeks tore as his mouth stretched. “I can do that.”
    “Not on your own you can’t,” said JC. “Take my hand, Billy, and walk with me.”
    The dying man put out his hand, and JC took it carefully in his. The frozen flesh burned his hand, but he didn’t let go. The two men strode towards the huge Wolf head, and it snarled warningly at them. Kim suddenly flew forward, putting herself between JC and the Wolf.
    “No! JC, you can’t do this! You mustn’t! You’ll die, and leave me here alone! What debts do you have to sacrifice yourself for? What was your sin?”
    “Loving the dead,” said JC.
    And he walked straight through her, his living lips briefly coming up against her dead mouth, for one last kiss, as his face passed through hers. The Wolf growled at JC and Billy, watching them carefully, grinding its great bone teeth together. JC stared right back into the Wolf’s huge eyes, and the Wolf blinked first. JC’s gaze was burning so very brightly, and the Great Beast could not match it.
    “You,” said JC. “You brought people to this place, in blood and horror and suffering, and killed them, to build your face. You turned the station into a bad place and infected it with your presence—a psychic stain that will last for generations. So you could make a place of your own. You destroyed two lives: Kim and Billy. To make your portal into our world. You came here to destroy us all . . . because you could. One of the Great Beasts, with no soul, no conscience, and not even the faintest trace of true greatness. Even the smallest human is bigger than you. Right, Billy?”
    “Right,” said Billy.
    Fenris Tenebrae howled horribly, and the great head surged forward again. The massive jaws opened, and started to snap closed on Billy and JC, because it couldn’t bear to hear what they were saying. To silence and punish and hurt them because that was what the Wolf did. And as the jaws were slamming together, at the very last moment, Billy pushed JC back, with all the strength remaining in his frozen arms. So that when the terrible jaws came together, only Billy was there. His frozen body exploded into a thousand