In Death 16 - Portrait in Death

us will ever do," Gerry told him, supporting Trueheart's weight, moving steadily forward as Trueheart's civilian shoes bumped over the sidewalk.
     
     
"Murder," Trueheart mumbled. "You have the right to..."
     
     
"No, no." Patiently, Gerry drew out his key card, used it, then the palm screen to gain access to the building. "You've been listening to the news reports. I'm pretty disappointed with the angle they're taking, but I expected it. It'll all change once they understand."
     
     
Trueheart struggled to pay attention to the scene. The lights were dim, or maybe it was his eyes. "White walls, mail chutes, secured entrance, two elevators."
     
     
"Observant, aren't you?" Gerry laughed lightly as he called the elevator. "Me, too. My mother always said I noticed everything, and saw things other people didn't. That's why I became an image artist. I wanted to show people what they didn't see."
     
     
Inside the car, he requested the fifth floor.
     
     
"I noticed you right away," he went on.
     
     
"Fifth floor."
     
     
"Yeah, that's right. As soon as you walked into the club, I knew. You've got such strong light. Not everyone does. Not strong and pure, anyway, like yours. It's what makes you special."
     
     
"Five... B," Trueheart mumbled as his vision faded in and out on the apartment door.
     
     
"Yep, just A and B up here, and A works nights. Makes it easier. Come on in. You can lie down while I set things up."
     
     
"Loft. Village? Soho? Where?"
     
     
"Here now, just stretch out here."
     
     
He wanted to fight, but with arms and legs weak as a baby, his struggles were more petulant than defensive.
     
     
"Relax, relax. I don't want to give you any more soother just now. You have a right to know what you're about to do. About to become. Just give me a few minutes."
     
     
He had to save his strength, Trueheart thought dimly. What there was of it. Save it and observe. Observe and report. "Converted loft. Big space. Windows. Ah, God. Three large windows front, sky windows above. Top floor? Walls. Oh jeez, oh God. Walls... portraits. See the victims. I'm the victim. There's me. I'm on the wall. Am I dead?"
     
     
***
     
     
"He's losing it, Dallas."
     
     
"He's not." Eve clenched her fist, rapped once against the wheel. "He's doing the job. Roarke, give me something. Goddamn it."
     
     
"I'm working it." His hair fell like a black curtain over his face as he raced his fingers over a minipad. "I've got five possibles so far, more coming. These are popular sectors for singles."
     
     
"Five-story building, lofts."
     
     
"I heard him, Lieutenant." His voice was calm as a lake. "I need a few minutes."
     
     
She wasn't sure Trueheart had a few minutes.
     
     
Going with her gut, she drove across Broadway to skim along the cross streets. It was funkier, she thought. More welcoming to artists, Free-Agers, the young bohemians, and the well-heeled urbanites who enjoyed them.
     
     
He was young enough to want that sort of scene, and he had a solid financial backing. Nobody would think twice about seeing a guy help another guy-or girl-into a building. Quiet neighborhood. Young residents. Nobody would question that someone had been partying, was drunk or blissed out. Half of them would be the same.
     
     
Sirens and thunder rocked the night, and she watched lightning slice like a jagged-edge knife through the sky. The rain gushed out.
     
     
***
     
     
"Let me explain," Gerry said as he tested the lights and filters he'd set up. "My mother was an amazing woman. Pure and kind. She raised me on her own. She couldn't afford to be a professional mother, but she never neglected me. She was a nurse, and she spent her life helping people. Then she got sick."
     
     
He stepped back, studied the stage he was setting. "It shouldn't have happened. It's wrong for someone so selfless and bright to have a shadow take her. They call them shadows, the medicals call tumors shadows. She had shadows in her brain. We did everything right, everything they said. But she didn't get better. More shadows, deeper ones. It's just wrong."
     
     
He nodded. "Just about ready here. Sorry to take so long, but I want this to be perfect. It's the last one. You're the one who'll finish the work, so I don't want to make a mistake. Light is so important to image. You can finesse it on the computer, and that's an art, too, but the real art is in getting it right in the first place. I've studied for years, in school, on my own.