Kushiel's Dart

unlawful, and we must by rights recompense you."
    I opened my mouth and closed it, in my shock picturing the house as I'd last seen it, a dreadful abattoir, Delaunay dead and Alcuin dying. "I don't want it," I said, shuddering. "Not the house. Let Lord Sandriel or whomever keep it. If I am owed . . ." It was hard to credit. "If I am owed, well, then, fine."
    "Yes, of course, quite," the Chancellor said absently, shuffling through his papers. "Recompense in full." Ysandre sipped her wine and smiled. "And then there is Montreve, of course," he added.
    "Montreve?" I echoed the word like a simpleton.
    "Montreve, in Siovale, yes." His gaze came into focus as he found the document for which he was searching, tapping it smartly. "With his disinheritance, upon his father's death, it passed to his mother, and thence to Lord Delaunay's cousin, Rufaille, who is, sadly, listed among the dead of Troyes-le-Mont." The Chancellor cleared his throat again. "A codicil in the will of the Comtesse de Montreve specifies that if he should die without issue, the estate would revert to her son Anafiel Delaunay or his heirs. And that, it seems, is the case, my lady."
    Although his words clearly formed sentences, I could make no sense of them. He might as well have been speaking Akkadian, for all I understood.
    "What he is saying, Phedre," Ysandre said succinctly, "is that you have inherited the title and estate of Comtesse de Montreve."
    I stared blankly at her. "My lady will have her jest."
    "Her majesty does not jest," the Chancellor of the Exchequer said reproachfully to me, and rattled his sheaf of papers. "It's all very clear, and documented in the archives of the Royal Treasury."
    "Thank you, my lord Brenois," Ysandre said graciously to the Chancellor. "Will you draw up the papers of investiture?"
    "Your majesty." He bowed deeply, hugging his sheaves to him, and hurried out of the royal presence.
    "You knew," I said to Ysandre, my voice sounding strange to my ears. She took a sip of wine and shook her head.
    "Not about Montreve, no. That only came to light after the lists were published, and Lord Brenois determined that Rufaille de Montreve had designated no heir. You may refuse, of course. But it was Delaunay's mother's wish that the estate return to her son, or his line. And he chose you, you and the boy Alcuin."
    "Delaunay," I whispered. He had never told me. I wondered if Alcuin had known. "No. I'll... I accept."
    "Good," Ysandre said simply.
    Afterward the matter was concluded in her mind, and Ysandre consulted with me on some small choices of jewelry and hairstyle for her wedding-day; what I said, I have no idea. My mind was reeling, dumbstruck. She was Queen of Terre d'Ange, Montreve was naught to her. A tiny, mountainous Siovalese holding with nothing to offer but a score of men-at-arms and a decent library, it was interesting only in that it had begotten Anafiel Delaunay, whom her father had loved.
    So it was, to her. To me, named by the ancient Dowayne of Cereus
    House for what I was, a whore's unwanted get, it was somewhat else indeed.
    When she was done with me, I went in search of Joscelin.
    "What's wrong?" he asked in alarm, looking at my flushed face, my eyes bright as with fever. "Are you all right?"
    "No." I swallowed. "I'm a peer of the realm."

NINETY-FIVE
    Thus did it come to pass that I attended the wedding of Ysandre de la Courcel and Drustan mab Necthana, Queen of Terre d'Ange and Cruarch of Alba, as the Comtesse Phedre no Delaunay de Montreve.
    I kept Delaunay's name, out of pride. What I had, he had given me; much of what I was, he had made me, under the name he had chosen, and not that to which he was born. I never forgot, never, that it had been he who, with two words, turned my deadliest flaw to a treasure beyond price.
    Ysandre rescinded her grandfather's old edict against Delaunay's poetry and, after twenty-odd years, his verses were once again spoken openly, charged with all the passion and brilliance of his youth.
    At the wedding-feast Thelesis de Mornay would debut her epic verses, in praise of bride and groom alike. But at the ceremony itself, she recited one of Delaunay's poems.
    I daresay the whole world knows it now; it was a rage of fashion for months afterward in the City, for lovers to quote the verse of Anafiel Delaunay to one another. Then, no one had heard it, and I wept at the final words.
    /, and thou; our hands meet and a world engendered .
    It was fitting, for the two of them, truly rulers