Maps for Lost Lovers

whether that was what was wrong with our own daughter—the djinns possessed her and caused her to rebel.”
    He wipes his face with the handkerchief, his breath steadying slowly. He seems to have found his bearing now that he is close to her: her side always welcomes him back from being just one of the many to being the lead in the play of their life, even though certain areas of her mind are not the right shape to accommodate him. When he is not with her he is alone even if surrounded by people. Whilst sticking price-labels onto the packets of spices he would shout from behind a row of shelves,
    “Chanda’s mother, how much for the packets of fennel?”
    “Twenty-nine p for the small ones, 51p for the larger,” she would answer from the counter, “and must you ask me every time?”
    “It’s just an excuse to hear your voice, my beloved.” He would stand up and wink at her from across the tops of the shelves, or from around the white-and-blue pyramid of sugar bags. She would quickly conceal her pleasure behind her veil; oh, what was she to do with this husband of hers! She would reprimand: they were adults, parents of three children, but he persisted in acting like a teenager at his age and insisted she behave as though the world was her bridal chamber and every day her wedding night. Many summers ago, after she had got carried away with the nail-clipper the day before (as everyone does from time to time), she had asked him to peel an orange for her, her own fingertips slightly raw, and he had taken that to be a cue for the establishing a ritual: from then on, the moment new oranges arrived in summer, he peeled one of them and left the fleshy star in a plate with a pinch of salt on the cash till beside her, the segments arranged and the plate chosen with care because the first bite is always with the eye. The customers would elbow each other, smiling, as he selected the heaviest and darkest fruit from the boxes, but it was as though she was the only one who noticed their mirth.
    But there is scarcely any laughter in their life anymore.
    Now he says, “I was so sure it was a butterfly collector: it looked just like a butterfly from the bus, and the boy was tall enough to be mistaken for a grown man.” He indicates the direction he has come from: “There is a group of them—young boys. Some are fishing, using rods and reels. Some swimming.”
    Standing under the cherry tree, she wonders whether she should broach the subject of the two boys, and then says, “I couldn’t bear to see him all stitched up—those black knots were like spiders poking out of his face. All those bandages and that arm in the sling.”
    “Even the other one looked thinner.” He nods after a while.
    “He said, ‘The year is getting hotter and I can smell the mangoes ripening over there in Pakistan—even from behind all these doors, each with a padlock on it weighing a kilogram.’ ”
    “They miss your cooking. ‘You should have this recipe printed in a newspaper,’ they’d say after every other meal.” He touches her gently on the arm. “They’ll regain their health once they are acquitted in December and we bring them home.”
    She raises her bowed head, looks him squarely in the face for a moment, and then looks away in the direction the bus will come. After a silence she says, “On the bus, just before you told me about the person chasing the tangerine butterfly, I saw a tree with only one long branch in flower. The rest of the crown was dry, leafless. And I remember being told once about the grave of a pious man, how the branches of the tree directly above it continued to flourish, supplying it with shade, even though the rest of the tree had withered and was tinder dry. On seeing the tree from the bus I had the urge to get off and open the earth under that flowering branch, to see if . . . if . . .”
    “You mustn’t think like that.” He looks at his golden wristwatch, comes out from under the cherry tree and moves closer to the edge of the road, where the pillar designating this point a bus-stop is planted.
    “It’s hard to know what to think. A person can go insane at times. I haven’t told you this but when that woman from Bihzad Lane returned from Pakistan and said Jugnu was seen in Lahore, I madly approached Shamas to tell him that.”
    “When?” he is astonished. “Why?”
    “Don’t be angry. At dawn one day.”
    “That was just a rumour, people gossiping. What did he say, and what did you hope