Mickey Haller 4 - The Fifth Witness

especially not me.”
    “Maggie, I think you’re overdoing it a bit. For a while there you liked it and you know it.”
    “And then you started to hurt me.”
    “I’m sorry. I never want to hurt you.”
    “And don’t try to act like it was a passing thing. If you ever want to be with me again you’d better start telling me what is happening with you.”
    I shook my head and looked out at the crowded room. The Lakers were on the overhead TV in the bar that divided the place. People were crowded three deep behind the lucky patrons who had the stools. The waiter brought our drinks and that bought me some more time. But as soon as he left the table, Maggie was on me.
    “Talk to me, Michael, or I’m taking my dinner to go. I’ll take a cab.”
    I took a long drink of water and then looked at her.
    “It has nothing to do with court or Andrea Freeman or anybody or anything else you know, okay?”
    “No, not okay. Talk to me.”
    I put my glass down and folded my arms on the table.
    “Cisco found the two guys who attacked me.”
    “Where? Who are they?”
    “That doesn’t matter. He didn’t call the police, he didn’t turn them in.”
    “You mean he just let them go?”
    I laughed and shook my head.
    “No, he held them. Him and two of his associates from the Saints. For me. In this place they have. To do what I wanted. Whatever I wanted. He said I needed it.”
    She reached across the checked tablecloth and put her hand on my forearm.
    “Haller, what did you do?”
    I held her eyes for a moment.
    “Nothing. I questioned them and then told Cisco to let them go. I know who hired them.”
    “Who?”
    “I’m not going to get into that. It’s not important. But you know what, Maggie? When I was in the hospital waiting to find out if they were going to be able to save my twisted nut, all I could think about were these violent images of me getting those two guys back. I mean, Hieronymus Bosch torture stuff. Medieval shit. I wanted to hurt them so bad. Then I get my chance, and believe me these guys would have just disappeared after, and I let it go… and then I’m with you and…”
    She leaned back in the booth. She stared off into space, a mixture of sadness and resignation on her face.
    “Pretty fucked up, huh?”
    “I wish you hadn’t told me all of that.”
    “You mean as a prosecutor?”
    “There’s that.”
    “Well, you kept asking. I guess I should’ve made up a story about being mad at Andrea Freeman. That would’ve been okay with you, right? If it was about men and women, you could understand that.”
    She looked back at me.
    “Don’t patronize me.”
    “Sorry.”
    We sat in silence and watched the activities in the bar. People drinking, being happy. At least outwardly. The waiters in tuxedos moving about and squeezing between the crowded tables.
    When our food came I was no longer particularly hungry even though the best steak in town was on the plate in front of me.
    “Can I ask you one final thing about it?” Maggie asked.
    I shrugged. I didn’t see the point in talking about it anymore but relented.
    “Ask away.”
    “How do you know for sure that Cisco and his associates let those two men go?”
    I cut into my steak and blood oozed onto the plate. It was undercooked. I looked up at Maggie.
    “I guess I don’t know for sure.”
    I went back to my steak and in my peripheral vision I saw Maggie wave down the busboy.
    “I’m going to take this to go and try to grab a cab out front. Can you bring it out to me?”
    “Of course. Right away.”
    He hustled off with the plate.
    “Maggie,” I said.
    “I just need some time to think about all of this.”
    She slid out of the booth.
    “I can drive you.”
    “No, I’ll be fine.”
    She stood next to the table, opening her purse.
    “Don’t worry about it. I’ve got it.”
    “You sure?”
    “If there’s no cab out there, look down the street at the Palm. There might be one there.”
    “Okay, thanks.”
    She left then to wait for her food outside. I pushed my plate a few inches back and contemplated the half-full glass of wine she left behind. Five minutes later I was still considering it when Maggie suddenly appeared, the to-go bag in her hand.
    “They had to call a cab,” she said. “It should be here any minute.”
    She picked up her glass and sipped from it.
    “Let’s talk after your trial,” she said.
    “Okay.”
    She put the glass down, leaned over and kissed me on the cheek. Then she left. I sat there for