Mockingjay

think you’re a little hard to swallow. With your tacky romantic drama and your defender-of-the-helpless act. Only it isn’t an act, which makes you more unbearable. Please feel free to take this personally.”
    “You should have been the Mockingjay. No one would’ve had to feed you lines,” I say.
    “True. But no one likes me,” she tells me.
    “They trusted you, though. To get me out,” I remind her. “And they’re afraid of you.”
    “Here, maybe. In the Capitol, you’re the one they’re scared of now.” Gale appears in the doorway, and Johanna neatly unhooks herself and reattaches me to the morphling drip. “Your cousin’s not afraid of me,” she says confidentially. She scoots off my bed and crosses to the door, nudging Gale’s leg with her hip as she passes him. “Are you, gorgeous?” We can hear her laughter as she disappears down the hall.
    I raise my eyebrows at him as he takes my hand. “Terrified,” he mouths. I laugh, but it turns into a wince. “Easy.” He strokes my face as the pain ebbs. “You’ve got to stop running straight into trouble.”
    “I know. But someone blew up a mountain,” I answer.
    Instead of pulling back, he leans in closer, searching my face. “You think I’m heartless.”
    “I know you’re not. But I won’t tell you it’s okay,” I say.
    Now he draws back, almost impatiently. “Katniss, what difference is there, really, between crushing our enemy in a mine or blowing them out of the sky with one of Beetee’s arrows? The result is the same.”
    “I don’t know. We were under attack in Eight, for one thing. The hospital was under attack,” I say.
    “Yes, and those hoverplanes came from District Two,” he says. “So, by taking them out, we prevented further attacks.”
    “But that kind of thinking . . . you could turn it into an argument for killing anyone at any time. You could justify sending kids into the Hunger Games to prevent the districts from getting out of line,” I say.
    “I don’t buy that,” he tells me.
    “I do,” I reply. “It must be those trips to the arena.”
    “Fine. We know how to disagree,” he says. “We always have. Maybe it’s good. Between you and me, we’ve got District Two now.”
    “Really?” For a moment a feeling of triumph flares up inside me. Then I think about the people on the square. “Was there fighting after I was shot?”
    “Not much. The workers from the Nut turned on the Capitol soldiers. The rebels just sat by and watched,” he says.“Actually, the whole country just sat by and watched.”
    “Well, that’s what they do best,” I say.
    You’d think that losing a major organ would entitle you to lie around a few weeks, but for some reason, my doctors want me up and moving almost immediately. Even with the morphling, the internal pain’s severe the first few days, but then it slacks off considerably. The soreness from the bruised ribs, however, promises to hang on for a while. I begin to resent Johanna dipping into my morphling supply, but I still let her take whatever she likes.
    Rumors of my death have been running rampant, so they send in the team to film me in my hospital bed. I show off my stitches and impressive bruising and congratulate the districts on their successful battle for unity. Then I warn the Capitol to expect us soon.
    As part of my rehabilitation, I take short walks aboveground each day. One afternoon, Plutarch joins me and gives me an update on our current situation. Now that District 2 has allied with us, the rebels are taking a breather from the war to regroup. Fortifying supply lines, seeing to the wounded, reorganizing their troops. The Capitol, like 13 during the Dark Days, finds itself completely cut off from outside help as it holds the threat of nuclear attack over its enemies. Unlike 13, the Capitol is not in a position to reinvent itself and become self-sufficient.
    “Oh, the city might be able to scrape along for a while,” says Plutarch. “Certainly, there are emergency supplies stockpiled. But the significant difference between Thirteen and the Capitol are the expectations of the populace. Thirteen was used to hardship, whereas in the Capitol, all they’ve known is Panem et Circenses. ”
    “What’s that?” I recognize Panem , of course, but the rest is nonsense.
    “It’s a saying from thousands of years ago, written in a language called Latin about a place called Rome,” he explains. “ Panem et Circenses translates into ‘ Bread and