One Door From Heaven

counter. Most were overweight. Chowing down jowl to jowl. Disgusting.
        Maybe one of them would have a stroke or heart attack during lunch. The odds were good.
        The Hand led them to a booth. She sat next to the window.
        The Black Hole settled beside her daughter.
        Preston sat across the table from them. His fair ladies.
        The Hand was grotesque, of course, but the Black Hole actually was fair. After so many drugs, she ought to have been a withered hag.
        When her looks finally started to go, they would slide away fast. Probably in two or three years.
        Maybe he could squeeze two litters out of her before she'd be too repulsive to touch.
        On the windowsill lay a dead fly. Ambience.
        He consulted his menu. The owners ought to change the name of the establishment. Call it the Palace of Grease.
        Naturally the Black Hole couldn't find many dishes to her taste. At least she didn't whine. The Hole was in a cheerful mood. Coherent, too, because she seldom used heavy chemicals before the afternoon.
        The waitress arrived. An ugly wretch. The walleyed, pouchy-cheeked face of a fish.
        She wore a neatly pressed pink uniform. Elaborately coiffed hair the color of rat fur, with a pink bow to match the uniform. Carefully applied makeup, eyeliner, lipstick. Fingernails manicured but clear-coated, as if they were something sweet to look at, as if her fingers weren't as stubby and ugly as the rest of her.
        She was trying too hard to look nice. A hopeless cause.
        Bridges were made for people like her. Bridges and high ledges. Car tailpipes and gas ovens. If she ever phoned a suicide hot line and some counselor talked her out of sucking on a shotgun, she'd have been done a disservice.
        They ordered lunch.
        Preston expected the Hand to appeal to Fish Face for help. She didn't. She seemed subdued.
        Her performance the previous day had been unnerving, but he was disappointed that she didn't try again. He enjoyed the challenge posed by her recent rebellious mood.
        While they waited for their food, the Hole chattered as inanely as always she did.
        She was the Black Hole partly because her psychotic energy and her mindless babble together spun a powerful gravity that could pull you toward oblivion if you weren't a strong person.
        He was strong. He never shied from any task. Never flinched from any truth.
        Although he conversed with the Hole, he remained less than half involved with her. He always lived more inside himself than not.
        He was thinking about the Gimp, brother to the Hand. He had been thinking about the Gimp a lot lately.
        Considering the risks that he had taken, he'd not gotten enough satisfaction from his last visit with the boy in the Montana woods. Everything had happened far too quickly. Such memories needed to be rich. They sustained him.
        Preston had more elaborate plans for the Hand.
        Speaking of whom: Nonchalantly, almost surreptitiously, she slowly swept the diner with her gaze, obviously looking for something specific.
        He noticed her spot the restroom sign.
        A moment later she announced that she needed to use the toilet. She said toilet because she knew the term displeased Preston.
        He'd been raised in a refined family that never resorted to such vulgarities. He far preferred lavatory. He could endure either powder room or restroom.
        The Hole stood, allowing her daughter to slide out of the booth.
        As the Hand got clumsily to her feet, she whispered, "I really gotta pee."
        This, too, was a slap at Preston. The Hand knew that he was repulsed by any discussion of bodily functions.
        He didn't like to watch her walk. Her deformed fingers were sickening enough. He continued exchanging stupidities with the Hole, thinking about Montana, tracking the Hand with his peripheral vision.
        Abruptly he realized that under the RESTROOMS sign, another had indicated the location of what she might really be seeking: PHONE.
        Excusing himself, he got out of the booth and followed the girl.
        She had disappeared into a short hall at the end of the diner.
        When he reached that same hall, he discovered the men's lavatory to the right, the women's to the left. A pay phone on the end wall.
        She stood:ii the phone, her hack to him. As she reached for the