Psy & Changelings 05 - Hostage to Pleasure

she grabbed a towel from one of the packs and came out. “Stop giving in to your mean side.” She began to dry his hair while he used the other end of the towel to wipe his face.
    Dropping the towel the second it was done, he snaked out an arm and slammed her to his chest. “Put me in a better mood then.”
    She rolled her eyes. “Fine. I’ll strip naked and lie in the sun once we get home and our son is out visiting his friends. Happy?”
    He grinned, his bad mood disappearing at the speed of light. “Hell, yeah.”
    Her lips twitched. Ashaya was still learning to laugh but he knew when his mate was happy. Leaning in, he stole a kiss. “What if I get naked and lie with you?”
    Her lips parted. “Oh, then I’d definitely be ready to do you all sorts of favors.”
    God, he loved the way she reacted to him. Bending his head, he stole another kiss before she pulled back and glanced down. “You made me wet.” Her nipples stood out hard and tight against the fabric of her T-shirt.
    He felt like purring, he was so damn pleased with himself for having this sexy woman for his mate. “Maybe you’d better hang it up to dry.”
    “One-track mind.”
    “Thank you very much.”
    Smile widening, she wiggled out of his arms. “Children, remember?”
    “They sleep soundly.” He thought back to the previous night, to how she’d snuck out with him. The interlude had been a whole lot of fun.
    It had also been a chance to talk. Ashaya’s guilt had been eating him alive. He’d finally loved her into exhaustion and told her to stop it. “We tried, Shaya. It didn’t work. I’m disappointed but I didn’t lose anything.”
    “Your hopes,” she’d begun.
    “I have you. I have Keenan. I’m happy.” It was the truth. Damn but she made him happy.
    “You hurt,” she’d insisted.
    “I did,” he’d acknowledged, because he couldn’t lie to her. “It hurt like a bitch when I realized the therapy wasn’t working, but then I got over it. I’m not the moping kind.”
    Her face had softened. “No, you’re not. You just get out and find a way to deal.”
    Looking at her now, he could tell that she still wasn’t feeling completely okay with the way things had turned out, but time would fix that. “Is there any coffee?” he asked as she grabbed clothes for him from inside the tent.
    “I’ll make you some while you change.” She threw him a sweater and a fresh pair of jeans.
    He was reaching out to grab the clothing when a spasm hit his body. It was so unexpected and violent that it doubled him over. His vision shifted, the world swimming before him. He was vaguely aware of Ashaya crying out and running to kneel beside him. Her frantic hands felt odd on him, not quite as they should. His senses were so acute, everything too sharp, too bright.
    His first thought was that the gene therapy had gone terribly wrong. His second was that he had to let Ashaya know he didn’t blame her. It wasn’t her fault. Just fucking fate. But he couldn’t get the words out, his vocal cords all wrong. He couldn’t even reach for her. His hands wouldn’t cooperate.
    “Give in!” he heard Ashaya scream. “Stop fighting it! Dorian, please!”
    Give in? What was she talking about? He had to fight, fighting was how he’d survived.
    “Baby, please. Please. Please.”
    Ashaya never used endearments, a part of him thought. She was still learning. He liked to tease her by saying—A pulse of need, of love, came down the mating bond. It had the wet saltiness of a plea.
    He couldn’t deny her. He could never deny her.
    He gave in.
    Agony and ecstasy, pure joy and shuddering pain. It was endless and the firefly flicker of a bird’s heart. Then it was over. He blinked but his vision remained all wrong, his eyes too low to the ground. He opened his mouth to ask Ashaya why she was crying . . . but what came out wasn’t human.
    Ashaya began laughing at the look on Dorian’s face. “You are so beautiful.” A leopard with puzzled green eyes and the cutest expression she had ever seen. “Oh, I could just . . .” She reached out to stroke her hand down the fur of his back.
    He made a rumbling sound that vibrated under her fingertips.
    “Mom!” Keenan skidded to a stop beside her, Noor gasping beside him.
    Dorian looked up and immediately lost his balance. Ashaya slung an arm around him, keeping him upright. “Slow, slow. You have to get used to it.”
    Keenan bent his body, braced his hands on his knees, and looked sideways at