Revived (Cat Patrick)

of school,” I say, thinking of Cassie.
    “What do they do?” Matt asks. “Now, I mean.”
    “Some are scientists in the main lab in Virginia,” I say. “All those guys do is death science. Others are like bodyguards—watchers for the kids in the program. My friend Megan’s watcher is also a computer expert. He trolls the Internet for any flags about the program. He’s got the personality of a computer on a slow connection, but he’s a genius. He hacked the FBI mainframe as a teenager and once sent an email from a former president’s account, just because he could. I swear, if he wasn’t part of the Revive program, he’d probably be in prison—”
    “Wait,” Matt interrupts. “Your friend Megan… you mean Fabulous? From the blog? She died in that crash, too?”
    “Yep.”
    He shakes his head. “This is insane.”
    “I know,” I say quietly. “It must seem so strange to you. But this is me. I’m only being honest.”
    “I’m glad you are,” he says, but his expression is uneasy. He takes a deep breath. “Keep going.”
    “Okay. So, like I said, the agents all have jobs,” I say. “Mason and Cassie both have medical backgrounds, so their job is monitoring the health and well-being of the bus kids—”
    “Mason and Cassie?” he interrupts. “As in your parents ? Your parents are government agents?”
    I frown. “Sorry,” I say. “I skipped that part.”
    Matt shakes his head again, then runs a hand through his hair. I wait for him to say something, but he doesn’t, so I go on. I tell him about being adopted, which he says he knew from Audrey, and about living with nuns before the crash. I explain that no other bus kids live with agents, but since there was no family to relocate with me, they had to assign me to someone.
    “Wait, they told nuns you were dead?” he interrupts again. I don’t mind; I like that he’s paying attention.
    “They told the whole town of Bern that everyone on the bus was dead. The program is totally confidential.”
    “But nuns? That feels especially wrong.”
    “I guess lying to nuns is bad,” I say. “The funny thing is that God lied to them.”
    Matt looks at me blankly until I remember that I haven’t shared that part yet, either.
    “Oh, sorry,” I say. “I forgot about the nicknames. Because Revive brings you back from the dead, and that’s a God-like ability, the core group of agents started calling the program the God Project. They secretly dubbed the guy in charge God; they called themselves Disciples; and eventually, when they had human test subjects, they named us Converts. The nicknames stuck.”
    “That is totally messed up.”
    “I guess,” I say, shrugging. “Are you religious?”
    “I believe in a higher power, if that’s what you mean,” he says. “But not necessarily religion.”
    I nod but don’t comment. So much of religion seems to revolve around death and what happens when you die that being part of a program like Revive has made religion seem unnecessary to me. And come to think of it, not a lot of the science-possessed agents in the program are religious. But I still have faith. In that way, Matt and I are the same.
    “Okay, enough God talk,” I say, sensing that I’m losing Matt. “I brought you in here in the first place to show you some of the program’s secret documents and stuff. To give you a better picture of what it’s like. To be honest, I thought maybe you wouldn’t believe me unless I showed you proof.”
    He looks at me, surprised. “You thought I wouldn’t believe you?” he asks.
    “I… I guess so,” I say, slightly embarrassed.
    “Of course I believe you,” he says with a quiet intensity, holding my stare for a few moments. Electric currents seem to pass between us as we survey each other, and somehow the warmth I get from them makes this whole situation seem okay.
    “But I still want to see the cool stuff,” Matt says finally, breaking the tension and with an easy smile. I laugh a little, then wave him closer.
    “Drag that chair over here behind the computer. I’m about to blow your mind.”

nineteen
    I wave my hand to activate the computer, then touch the monitor so it recognizes my fingerprints. It prompts me for a password and I say the first three-syllable word I think of: xenophobe . Matt chuckles because he probably thinks the password is real when, really, the computer just needs me to speak more than two syllables so that it can use voice-recognition software to verify