Seasons of War

grate. Maati sipped the drink Idaan had given him - rum with honey and apple. It warmed his throat and made his chest glow.
    ‘Is this really what we should care about?’ the Galtic girl - Ana - asked. ‘I don’t mean that as an attack, but it seems that we’ve established that the girl’s less than sane. Is there something we gain by trying to guess at the shape of her madness?’
    ‘We might have a better idea of where she’s gone,’ Small Kae offered. ‘What she might do next?’
    ‘Ana’s right,’ Danat said. ‘We could roll dice about it, but there are some things we know for certain. She set out half a day’s boat ride north of here a night ago. If she goes upriver, she’ll need to hire a boat. If she goes down, she could hire one or build a raft and rely on the current. Or she can go east over land. What about the low towns? Could she have found shelter in a low town?’
    The group was silent, then Danat said, ‘I’ll get the keeper. She may know something of the local geography.’
    It was, Maati thought, a strangely familiar feeling. A handful of people sitting together, thinking aloud about an insoluble problem. The weeks at the school, sitting in the classrooms with chalk marks on the walls. All of them offering suggestion, interpretation, questions opened for anyone to answer if they could. He took an unexpected comfort from it.
    The only one who didn’t speak was Otah.
    The conversation went on long into the night. The longer they took to find Vanjit, the greater her chance of escape. The greater her chance of dying alone in the wild. The Galtic girl and Small Kae had a long discussion of whether they were going to rescue Vanjit or if the aim was to kill her; Small Kae advocated a fast death, Ana wanted the chance to ask Vanjit to undo the damage to Galt. Danat counted the days to Utani, the days back, guessed at the size of the search party that could be raised.
    ‘There is another option,’ Eiah said, her pearl-gray eyes focused on nothing. ‘I had a binding prepared. Wounded. If I can manage it, we would have another way to heal the damage done to Galt.’
    Ana turned toward Eiah’s voice, raw hope on her face. Maati almost felt sorry to dash it.
    ‘No,’ he said. ‘It can’t be done. Even if you knew it well enough to perform it blind, we hadn’t looked over the most recent version. And Vanjit ruined the notes.’
    ‘But if Galt could be given its eyes again . . .’ Danat said.
    ‘Vanjit could take them away again,’ Maati said. ‘Clarity-of-Sight and Wounded could go back and forth until eventually Eiah tried to heal someone just as Vanjit tried to blind them, and then the gods alone know what would happen. And that matters less than the fact that Eiah would die if she tried the thing.’
    ‘You don’t know that,’ Idaan said.
    ‘I’m not willing to take the risk,’ Maati said.
    Otah listened, his brow furrowed, his gaze shifting now and again to the fire. It wasn’t until morning that Maati and the others learned what the Emperor was thinking.
    The morning light transformed the wayhouse. With the shutters all opened, the benches and tables and soot-stained walls seemed less oppressive. The fire still smoked, but the breeze moving through the rooms kept the air fresh and clear, if cold. The wayhouse keeper had prepared duck eggs and peppered pork for their morning meal, and tea brewed until it was rich with taste and not yet bitter.
    They were not all there. Ashti Beg and the two Kaes had stayed up after many of the others had faded into their restless sleep. Maati had slipped into dream with the sound of their voices in his ears, and none of them had yet risen. Danat and Otah were sitting at the same table, looking like a painter’s metaphor of youth and age. Eiah and Idaan shared the table, and Otah did not know where the Galtic girl had gone.
    ‘She didn’t blind Maati. Why?’ Otah asked, gesturing at Maati as if he were an exhibit at an audience rather than a person. ‘Why spare him and not the others?’
    ‘Well, for Eiah it’s clear enough,’ Danat said around a mouthful of pork. ‘She didn’t want another poet binding the andat. As long as Vanjit’s the only one, she’s . . . well, the only one.’
    ‘And the two Kaes,’ Eiah said, ‘so that they couldn’t follow her.’
    ‘Yes,’ Idaan said, ‘but that’s not the question. Why not Maati? ’
    ‘Because . . .’ Maati began, and then fell short. Because she cared for him more?