Some Quiet Place

happen the way they’re supposed to. I interfered in an event that should have taken place. Even the rebellious Emotions can follow the rules I’ve broken.
    An event …
    What if Rebecca warned me against going to the party because she was afraid something specific would take place? Something specific like me losing control. Was there a chance she knew I would reveal an ability I shouldn’t have, an ability I never knew I had until that night? But what if I hadn’t broken any rules? Maybe I’d been … meant to interfere. For reasons I don’t know, maybe I was supposed to stop Joshua from being hurt …
    I set my unfinished poem aside and stand.
    Too many questions, not enough answers.
    My truck rumbles into the school parking lot. As I reach for my bag in the passenger seat, I notice Sophia Richardson glaring at me. She’s probably been making plans to get back at me for a few days now.
    The first bell is already ringing inside. I haul the bag onto my back and start jogging to make it on time.
    Just as I reach the front doors a shadow looms across me, and I turn my head to meet Joshua’s intense gaze.
    I’ve been expecting this.
    “Not now,” I say, stepping past him. “We have to get to class.”
    There’s no trace of the shy, uncertain boy when he sticks his arm out to block my path. “You owe me this,” he says sharply.
    Two girls rush by, hardly noticing Joshua and me as they skirt around. It’s as if neither of us is actually here.
    I yield, stepping away from the doors. “How do I owe you anything?” I question.
    “Because I believe in you,” Joshua tells me simply. The bizarre statement causes my nothingness to twinge.
    After a moment of consideration, I nod. “Okay. I’m listening.”
    This boy I’ve known most of my life takes my arm gently, leading me away from the doors so no teacher sees us. He pulls me around the side of the building, under the shade of some oak trees.
    “We both know what happened the night of the party,” he starts. He folds his arms across his chest in a resolute stance, and once again I notice the rubber band around his wrist.
    “Why do you wear that?” I ask abruptly, motioning at it.
    Joshua blinks. “What?”
    “The rubber band,” I clarify. “Why do you wear it?”
    Suddenly self-conscious, he looks down at the band, toying with it. He allows me to change the subject. “It’s kind of dumb,” he admits. “But it’s a therapy thing. Well, more of a habit, now. A couple months after my mom died, Sally gave it to me. You know Sally, right?”
    When I nod, he goes on. “Anyway, I was ten and I wasn’t talking to anyone. I was depressed, I guess; I started getting into fights with other kids. No one could get anything from me, not even the therapists my dad forced me to go to. So one day Sally comes up to me in the grocery store, squats down so she’s looking me right in the eye, and gives me this rubber band. ‘Every time you think about hurting yourself or someone else, snap this on your wrist,’ she tells me. ‘A rubber band has got to be better than a fist, right?’” He smiles faintly at the memory.
    “Most therapists would try to stop the pain completely,” I comment.
    Joshua shrugs. “That was what was so great about it. She didn’t try to change me or fix me. She just gave me another option. One that didn’t land me in a hospital or more therapy sessions.”
    Joshua doesn’t give me a chance to process this. “Now it’s your turn.” He raises his brows in challenge. He wants the truth—there’s no need to say it out loud. The breeze picks up, and leaves stir above our heads. It’s a content sound.
    So I tell him. “I’m human. I know you’re thinking alien or vampire or something like that, so you can relax. But I don’t feel any emotions. I can run a little faster than a speeding car, and I also see things that no other human can see.” There isn’t much more, but I offer what I can: “I’ve been told I feel nothing because of some sort of power over me, and that I’m expected to break through it soon. I’ve already started to, actually.” I go on to explain the other plane.
    Joshua takes this in without the reaction I was anticipating; there’s no wariness, disbelief, disgust. Even so, it’s a little too much for him.
    Once I’m finished I wait about a minute for him to think about it, then shoulder my bag again. “We really do have to go in,” I remind him.
    He looks around, as if seeing the school for