Take Me 01 - Love Me

said with finger quotes around the words.
    Damn it, she wasn't answering his question. “Tell me, Janica. How many?”
    “You're mighty possessive about my sex life, you know, Luke,” she said, but he'd already reached—and was headed past—his boiling point.
    He shoved their plates across the counter with a loud screech. “Tell me, now, or I swear to God I'm going to—”
    Another sexy little smile. “What are you going to do? Spank me?”
    Jesus, he shouldn't be getting harder at the thought of spanking her. His palm suddenly itched to caress her ass.
    Her eyes widened as she took in his reaction to her teasing. “You actually want to, don't you?”
    He shook his head. “I don't.”
    He did.
    “I'm not the submissive type.” More softly, “I've never been like that with anyone but you. I've never wanted to be like that with anyone but you.”
    As she said it, he knew she had to be telling the truth. Because in all the years he'd known her, she'd never been the least bit submissive. It was just that night in her apartment she'd been so perfect, as if she practiced following sexual orders a hundred times.
    Unable to understand any of it, he had to ask, “Then why?”
    She looked him straight in the eye and said, as if it was the most obvious thing in the world, “Because you needed me.”

Chapter Thirteen

    There were so many things she wanted to ask him. But there had already been too many revelations on these kitchen bar stools.
    “Come on. Let's go outside. Take a walk on the beach before it gets dark.”
    Without waiting for his agreement, she headed out the door and down the steep set of stairs that led down to the sand. Her body, her brain, felt tingly, jumpy. Like with every word out of her mouth, with every revelation she hadn't intended to reveal, she was changing into someone else.
    And suddenly she knew for sure that the woman she'd been last night and the woman she'd be when she left this cabin would be very different people.
    Thanks to Luke.
    At first she didn't hear his footsteps on the stairs behind her. She was nearly at the bottom before they came.
    Clearly, he was having a hard time. With her, obviously. But what else was bothering him so much?
    It was exactly what she intended to find out.
    Her feet bare, she walked through dry sand to where it was dark and cold and wet.
    For being such a city girl, she had always loved nature. In fact, she rarely worked out in a gym, preferring to go for a hike or an open-water swim.
    A wave came in and as the water frothed over her feet, she shivered and wrapped her arms around herself.
    “Cold?”
    “Come here and feel it for yourself.”
    When he didn't walk into the surf, she held out an arm to him. “Don't worry, I'll keep you safe.”
    She realized the hugeness of what she'd said as his eyes bore into her, as serious as she'd ever seen him. She tried to open her mouth to make a joke that would minimize it, but nothing came.
    Because she'd meant it. She would keep him safe.
    If he would let her.
    Finally, he came forward and took her hand. And the incredible thing was, even after all of the amazing things he'd done to her body, his simply holding her hand was the most wonderful thing of all.
    Together, they stood at the edge of the surf in perfect silence, holding hands. Janica worked to memorize every sensation. The slightly rough skin of his palm against hers. The smell of salt water and redwood trees. The sun fading behind wispy clouds.
    How numb her feet were.
    “I can't feel my toes anymore.”
    She was glad to hear him chuckle. “Me either.”
    Not letting go of his hand, she said, “Let's walk some circulation back into them.”
    Perhaps if she'd been someone else, the perfectly sweet, biddable woman that Luke thought he belonged with, she would have simply been content to enjoy his company out on the sunset beach.
    But since there wasn't a chance of that, she said, “Do you like being a doctor?”
    His hand tightened on hers at his surprise at her question. “Of course I do.”
    “What else do you like?”
    Another tightening. “There isn't a lot of time for anything else.”
    Okay, she could see she wasn't going to get very far with this line of questioning. Maybe another tack.
    “Why did you become a doctor?”
    “What is this? Twenty questions?”
    “I just realized that even though we've known each other for so long, we don't know much about each other, do we?”
    Except for how perfectly our bodies fit