The Kill Artist

we going to Norway or New Zealand? Sweden or Swaziland? What's the dress code? Formal or casual?"
    She lit a cigarette. Yusef took one out too and held out his hand for Jacqueline's lighter. She gave it to him and watched him light his cigarette. He was about to hand it back when something made him stop and inspect the lighter more carefully.
    Jacqueline felt as if she had forgotten how to breathe.
    "This is very nice." He turned it over and read the inscription. " "To Dominique, with affection and fond memories.' Where did you get this cigarette lighter?"
    "I've had it for about a hundred years."
    "Answer my question."
    "It was a gift from a man. A man who didn't send me off with a complete stranger."
    "He must have been very kind, this man. Why have I never seen this?"
    "You haven't seen a lot of things. That doesn't mean anything."
    "Should I be jealous?"
    "Look at the date, you idiot."
    " "June nineteen ninety-five," " he recited. "Is this man still in the picture?"
    "If he was, I wouldn't be with you."
    "When was the last time you saw him?"
    "June nineteen ninety-five, with affection and fond memories."
    "He must have been very important to you. Otherwise, you wouldn't have kept his lighter."
    "It's not his lighter, it's my lighter. And I kept it because it's a good lighter."
    She thought: Gabriel was right. He suspects something. I'm going to die. He's going to kill me tonight. She looked out her window and wondered whether the Cromwell Road on a wet winter's night was going to be her last snapshot of the world. She should have written a letter to her mother and locked it in a safety deposit box. She wondered how Shamron would break it to her. Would he explain that she had been working for the Office? Or would they cover up her death in some other way? Would she have to read about it in the newspapers? Jacqueline Delacroix, the Marseilles schoolgirl who rose to the peak of European modeling before a precipitous decline, died under mysterious circumstances… She wondered if the journalists she had treated with such contempt while she was alive would rise up en masse and savage her in death. At least Rémy would write well of her. They had always been cordial. Maybe she could get something nice out of Jacques. Perhaps even Gilles-No, wait. Remember the party in Milan, the argument over the coke. Christ, Gilles was going to rip her to shreds.
    Yusef handed her the lighter. She dropped it back into her purse. The silence was appalling. She wanted to keep him talking; somehow talking made her feel safe, even if it was lies. "You never answered my question," she said.
    "Which question is that? You've had so many tonight."
    "When this is all over, am I going to see you again?"
    "That's entirely up to you."
    "And you're still not answering my question."
    "I always answer your questions."
    "Do you? If you'd told me the truth in the beginning, I doubt I'd be flying off with a complete stranger in the morning."
    "I had to keep some things from you. And what about you, Dominique? Have you been completely honest with me? Have you told me everything about yourself?"
    "Everything of consequence."
    "That's a very convenient answer. You use it very effectively when you want to avoid talking anymore."
    "It also happens to be the truth. Answer my question. Am I ever going to see you again?"
    "I certainly hope so."
    "You're full of shit, Yusef."
    "And you're very tired. Close your eyes. Get some rest."
    She leaned her head against the window. "Where are we going?"
    "Someplace safe."
    "Yes, you've told me that, but how about telling me where?"
    "You'll see it when we arrive."
    "Why would we need someplace safe? What's wrong with your flat? What's wrong with my flat?"
    "This place belongs to a friend of mine. It's close to Heathrow."
    "Is your friend going to be there?"
    "No."
    "Are you going to stay the night?"
    "Of course. And in the morning I'll fly with you to Paris."
    "And after that?"
    "After that you'll be in the company of our Palestinian official, and your journey will begin. I wish I could be in your shoes. It would be such an honor to be with this man on this trip. You have no idea how lucky you are, Dominique."
    "What's his name, this great man? Maybe I know him."
    "I doubt you know him, but I still can't tell you his name. You will refer to him only by his cover name."
    "And that is?"
    "Lucien. Lucien Daveau."
    "Lucien," she said softly. "I've always liked the name Lucien. Where are we going, Yusef?"
    "Close your eyes.