The Lincoln Lawyer

and lay off what I want.”
    She smiled at me and I smiled back.
    “So how you been, Haller? I mean really.”
    “Fine. You? And I mean really.”
    “Never better. Are you past Lorna now?”
    “Yeah, we’re even friends.”
    “And what are we?”
    “I don’t know. Sometimes adversaries, I guess.”
    She shook her head.
    “We can’t be adversaries if we can’t stay on the same case together. Besides, I’m always looking out for you. Like with that dirtbag, Corliss.”
    “Thanks for trying, but he still did the damage.”
    “I just have no respect for a prosecutor who would use a jailhouse snitch. Doesn’t matter that your client is an even bigger dirtbag.”
    “He wouldn’t tell me exactly what Corliss said my guy said.”
    “What are you talking about?”
    “He just said he had a snitch. He wouldn’t reveal what he said.”
    “That’s not fair.”
    “That’s what I said. It’s a discovery issue but we don’t get a judge assigned until after the arraignment Monday. So there’s nobody I can really complain to yet. Minton knows that. It’s like you warned me. He doesn’t play fair.”
    Her cheeks flushed. I had pushed the right buttons and she was angry. For Maggie, winning fair was the only way to win. That was why she was a good prosecutor.
    We were sitting at the end of the banquette that ran along the back wall of the restaurant. We were on both sides of a corner. Maggie leaned toward me but went too far and we banged heads. She laughed but then tried again. She spoke in a low voice.
    “He said that he asked your guy what he was in for and your guy said, ‘For giving a bitch exactly what she deserved.’ He said your client told him he punched her out as soon as she opened her door.”
    She leaned back and I could tell she had moved too quickly, bringing on a swoon of vertigo.
    “You okay?”
    “Yes, but can we change the subject? I don’t want to talk about work anymore. There are too many assholes and it’s too frustrating.”
    “Sure.”
    Just then the waiter brought our wine and our dinners at the same time. The wine was good and the food was like home comfort. We started out eating quietly. Then Maggie hit me with a pitch right out of the blue.
    “You didn’t know anything about Corliss, did you? Not till I opened my big mouth.”
    “I knew Minton was hiding something. I thought it was a jailhouse -”
    “Bullshit. You got me drunk so you could find out what I knew.”
    “Uh, I think you were already drunk when I hooked up with you tonight.”
    She was poised with her fork up over her plate, a long string of linguine with pesto sauce hanging off it. She then pointed the fork at me.
    “Good point. So what about our daughter?”
    I wasn’t expecting her to remember that. I shrugged.
    “I think what you said last week is right. She needs her father more in her life.”
    “And?”
    “And I want to play a bigger part. I like watching her. Like when I took her to that movie on Saturday. I was sort of sitting sideways so I could watch her watching the movie. Watch her eyes, you know?”
    “Welcome to the club.”
    “So I don’t know. I was thinking maybe we should set up a schedule, you know? Like make it a regular thing. She could even stay overnight sometimes-I mean, if she wanted.”
    “Are you sure about all of that? This is new from you.”
    “It’s new because I didn’t know about it before. When she was smaller and I couldn’t really communicate with her, I didn’t really know what to do with her. I felt awkward. Now I don’t. I like talking to her. Being with her. I learn more from her than she does from me, that’s for sure.”
    I suddenly felt her hand on my leg under the table.
    “This is great,” she said. “I am so happy to hear you say that. But let’s move slow. You haven’t been around her much for four years and I am not going to let her build up her hopes only to have you pull a disappearing act.”
    “I understand. We can take it any way you want. I’m just telling you I am going to be there. I promise.”
    She smiled, wanting to believe. And I made the same promise I just made to her to myself.
    “Well, great,” she said. “I’m really glad you want to do this. Let’s get a calendar and work out some dates and see how it goes.”
    She took her hand away and we continued eating in silence until we both had almost finished. Then Maggie surprised me once again.
    “I don’t think I can drive my car tonight,” she said.
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