The Shadow Queen
something she could ask about until she had gained the adult males trust.
One hundred Warlord Princes. How was she supposed to choose the twelve males required to make a First Circle?
Jaenelle, thank the Darkness, had offered an answer.
You dont choose the males who serve, Jaenelle had said. They choose you. Cassie, the total failure of your First Circle was as much your fault as theirs. You accepted those men because they said they wanted to serve, but their reasons for wanting it had nothing to do with you. You chose with your head instead of letting your instincts as a Queen make the decisions.
If I hadnt chosen with my head, there would have been no court, and that village wouldnt have had a Queen.
Jaenelles sapphire eyes stared at her, into her. They would have survived without a Queen living within their village borders. That village became available because the old District Queen no longer wanted to rule more than her home village. The other three Blood villages under her rule could have gone to one Queen instead of being divided.
But that Queen wouldnt have been me.
No, it wouldnt have been you. Dharo has a strong Territory Queen and strong Province Queens. The Blood there can be more indulgent in their choice of District Queens. They didnt need someone like you, Cassidy.
Jaenelles words stung, more so because shed expected a little sympathy to balance out their before-dinner chat.
They expect me to choose, Cassidy said. How do I choose if Im not supposed to choose?
Jaenelle smiled. While the now-apparent sympathy was the tonic Cassidy needed to soothe her bruised feelings, the equally apparent amusement made her nervous.
Its simple, Jaenelle said. You stand in front of them and let them all get a look at you. Say something so they can hear your voice. Then you wait. Many are going to feel disappointedand some will feel bitter about it because they dont realize its part of forming a court. For most of them, you wont be the right Queen to serveat least not in the First Circle. Theyll need to look at the other Queens. But the ones who belong to you . . . You may not recognize it immediately, since youve never felt it, but theyll know. Some will approach you and look relaxed or relieved because theyve finally found something theyve needed. Others will be wary when they approach because they arent sure if they can trust the instincts that are pushing them to hand over their lives and surrender to your rule. As each man approaches, look him in the eyes. If something inside you says, This one belongs to me, then he does.
I dont want a First Circle filled with Warlord Princes, Cassidy said.
Thats not your choice, Jaenelle replied. And, really, theyre sweet men once you get past the bossiness and temper. I wouldnt expect more than half the First Circle to be filled with Warlord Princes, but they get to offer themselves before the other castes of males.
Warlords would be good, Cassidy muttered. Her four months in the Dark Court had shown her the advantagesand disadvantagesof having so many dominating males working together. Warlords didnt tend to argue as much about everything. Of course, the Warlord Princes in the Dark Court didnt exactly argue. They just set their heels down and didnt budge from their opinion.
Oh, one other thing about Warlord Princes, Jaenelle said just before they rejoined the men. The ones that belong to you will want to sniff your neck. Dont make a fuss about it.
Sniff my neck? Cassidy muttered, turning away from the window when someone knocked on the door. Come in.
Birdie, the maid assigned to clean her suite, entered with a hesitant smile and a breakfast tray.
Good morning, Lady Cassidy, Birdie said. The Warlord Princes are gathering to meet you, so Maydrashes the cookthought you might like to have your breakfast in peace. And thought you might be feeling a bit nervous in the stomach.
An undercurrent of fear beneath the words.
Shed been tired last night, and distressed by Therans attitude toward her as well as by some of the things Jaenelle had said, but now that she thought about it, that same undercurrent had been in Dryden, the butler, and Elle, the housekeeper, as well. They had been hired because they had experience working around a Queens court, but they, and the other servants, were all afraid.
What had
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