Unravel Me: The Juliette Chronicles Book 2

ever felt is hate.
    Because it’s so hard to see goodness in the world when all you’ve ever known is terror.
    And I want to say something to him. Something profound and complete and memorable but he seems to understand. He offers me a strange, unsteady smile that doesn’t reach his eyes but says so much.
    Then
    “Tell your team,” he says, “to prepare for war. Unless his plans have changed, my father will be ordering an attack on civilians the day after tomorrow and it will be nothing short of a massacre. It will also be your only opportunity to save your men. They are being held captive somewhere in the lower levels of Sector 45 Headquarters. I’m afraid that’s all I can tell you.”
    “How did you—”
    “I know why you’re here, love. I’m not an idiot. I know why you’re being forced to spend time with me.”
    “But why offer the information so freely?” I ask him. “What reason do you have to help us?”
    There’s a flicker of change in his eyes that doesn’t last long enough for me to examine it. And though his expression is carefully neutral, something in the space between us feels different all of a sudden. Charged.
    “Go,” he says. “You must tell them now.”

FIFTY-THREE
    Adam, Kenji, Castle, and I are camped out in his office trying to discuss strategy.
    Last night I ran straight to Kenji—who then took me to Castle—to tell him what Warner told me. Castle was both relieved and horrified, and I think he still hasn’t digested the information yet.
    He told me he was going to meet with Warner in the morning, just to follow up, just to see if Warner would be willing to elaborate at all (he wasn’t), and that Kenji, Adam, and I should meet him in his office at lunch.
    So now we’re all crammed into his small space, along with 7 others. The faces in this room are many of the same ones I saw when we journeyed into The Reestablishment’s storage compound; that means they’re important, integral to this movement. And it makes me wonder when I ever became a part of Castle’s core group at Omega Point.
    I can’t help but feel a little proud. A little thrilled to be someone he relies on. To be contributing.
    And it makes me wonder how much I’ve changed in such a short period of time. How different my life has become, how much stronger and how much weaker I feel now. It makes me wonder whether things would’ve turned out differently if Adam and I had found a way to stay together. If I ever would’ve ventured outside of the safety he introduced to my life.
    I wonder about a lot of things.
    But when I look up and catch him staring at me, my wonders disappear; and I’m left with nothing but the pains of missing him. Left wishing he wouldn’t look away the moment I look up.
    This was my miserable choice. I brought it upon myself.
    Castle is sitting at his desk, elbows propped up on the table, chin resting on clasped hands. His eyebrows are furrowed, his lips pursed, his eyes focused on the papers in front of him.
    He hasn’t said a word in 5 minutes.
    Finally, he looks up. Looks at Kenji, who is sitting right in front of him, between me and Adam. “What do you think?” he says. “Offensive or defensive?”
    “Guerrilla warfare,” Kenji says without hesitation. “Nothing else.”
    A deep breath. “Yes,” Castle says. “I thought so too.”
    “We need to be split up,” Kenji says. “Do you want to assign groups, or should I?”
    “I’ll assign the preliminary groups. I’d like you to look them over and suggest changes, if any.”
    Kenji nods.
    “Perfect. And weapons—”
    “I’ll oversee that,” Adam says. “I can make sure everything is clean, loaded, ready to go. I’m already familiar with the armory.”
    I had no idea.
    “Good. Excellent. We’ll assign one group to try and get on base to find Winston and Brendan; everyone else will spread out among the compounds. Our mission is simple: save as many civilians as possible. Take out only as many soldiers as is absolutely necessary. Our fight is not against the men, but against their leaders—we must never forget that. Kenji,” he says, “I’d like you to oversee the groups entering the compounds. Do you feel comfortable doing that?”
    Kenji nods.
    “I will lead the group onto base,” Castle says. “While you and Mr. Kent would be ideal for infiltrating Sector 45, I’d like you to stay with Ms. Ferrars; the three of you work well together, and we could use your strengths on the ground. Now,” he