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whipping, but first you must own up to what youâve done. I cannot abide a liar, Alayne.â
âI was building a snow castle,â Sansa said. âLord Petyr was helping me, and then he kissed me. Thatâs what you saw.â
âHave you no honor?â her aunt said sharply. âOr do you take me for a fool? You do, donât you? You take me for a fool. Yes, I see that now. I am not a fool. You think you can have any man you want because youâre young and beautiful. Donât think I havenât seen the looks you give Marillion. I know everything that happens in the Eyrie, little lady. And I have known your like before, too. But you are mistaken if you think big eyes and strumpetâs smiles will win you Petyr. He is mine.â She rose to her feet. âThey all tried to take him from me. My lord father, my husband, your mother . . . Catelyn most of all. She liked to kiss my Petyr too, oh yes she did.â
Sansa retreated another step. âMy mother?â
âYes, your mother, your precious mother, my own sweet sister Catelyn. Donât you think to play the innocent with me, you vile little liar. All those years in Riverrun, she played with Petyr as if he were her little toy. She teased him with smiles and soft words and wanton looks, and made his nights a torment.â
âNo.â
My mother is dead
, she wanted to shriek.
She was your own sister, and sheâs dead
. âShe didnât. She wouldnât.â
âHow would you know? Were you there?â Lysa descended from the high seat, her skirts swirling. âDid you come with Lord Bracken and Lord Blackwood, the time they visited to lay their feud before my father? Lord Brackenâs singer played for us, and Catelyn danced six dances with Petyr that night,
six
, I counted. When the lords began to argue my father took them up to his audience chamber, so there was no one to stop us drinking. Edmure got drunk, young as he was . . . and Petyr tried to kiss your mother, only she pushed him away. She
laughed
at him. He looked so wounded I thought my heart would burst, and afterward he drank until he passed out at the table. Uncle Brynden carried him up to bed before my father could find him like that. But you remember none of it, do you?â She looked down angrily. â
Do you?
â
Is she drunk, or mad?
âI was not born, my lady.â
âYou were not born. But I was, so do not presume to tell what is true. I
know
what is true. You kissed him!â
âHe kissed me,â Sansa insisted again. âI never wantedââ
âBe quiet, I havenât given you leave to speak. You enticed him, just as your mother did that night in Riverrun, with her smiles and her dancing. You think I could forget? That was the night I stole up to his bed to give him comfort. I bled, but it was the sweetest hurt. He told me he loved me then, but he called me
Cat
, just before he fell back to sleep. Even so, I stayed with him until the sky began to lighten. Your mother did not deserve him. She would not even give him her favor to wear when he fought Brandon Stark.
I
would have given him my favor. I gave him everything. He is mine now. Not Catelynâs and not yours.â
All of Sansaâs resolve had withered in the face of her auntâs onslaught. Lysa Arryn was frightening her as much as Queen Cersei ever had. âHeâs yours, my lady,â she said, trying to sound meek and contrite. âMay I have your leave to go?â
âYou may not.â Her auntâs breath smelled of wine. âIf you were anyone else, I would banish you. Send you down to Lord Nestor at the Gates of the Moon, or back to the Fingers. How would you like to spend your life on that bleak shore, surrounded by slatterns and sheep pellets? That was what my father meant for Petyr. Everyone thought it was because of that stupid duel with Brandon Stark, but that wasnât so. Father said I ought to thank the gods that so great a lord as Jon Arryn was willing to take me soiled, but I knew it was only for the swords. I had to marry Jon, or my father would have turned me out as he did his brother, but it was Petyr I was meant for. I am telling you all this so you will understand how much we love each other, how long we have suffered and dreamed of one another. We made a baby together, a precious little baby.â Lysa put her hands flat against her belly, as if the child was still there. âWhen
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