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wrong place.
So when they had finished, Ned rolled off and climbed from her bed, as he had a thousand times before. He crossed the room, pulled back the heavy tapestries, andthrew open the high narrow windows one by one, letting the night air into the chamber.
The wind swirled around him as he stood facing the dark, naked and empty-handed. Catelyn pulled the furs to her chin and watched him. He looked somehow smaller and more vulnerable, like the youth she had wed in the sept at Riverrun, fifteen long years gone. Her loins still ached from the urgency of his lovemaking. It was a good ache. She could feel his seed within her. She prayed that it might quicken there. It had been three years since Rickon. She was not too old. She could give him another son.
âI will refuse him,â Ned said as he turned back to her. His eyes were haunted, his voice thick with doubt.
Catelyn sat up in the bed. âYou cannot. You
must
not.â
âMy duties are here in the north. I have no wish to be Robertâs Hand.â
âHe will not understand that. He is a king now, and kings are not like other men. If you refuse to serve him, he will wonder why, and sooner or later he will begin to suspect that you oppose him. Canât you see the danger that would put us in?â
Ned shook his head, refusing to believe. âRobert would never harm me or any of mine. We were closer than brothers. He loves me. If I refuse him, he will roar and curse and bluster, and in a week we will laugh about it together. I know the man!â
âYou knew the man,â she said. âThe king is a stranger to you.â Catelyn remembered the direwolf dead in the snow, the broken antler lodged deep in her throat. She had to make him see. âPride is everything to a king, my lord. Robert came all this way to see you, to bring you these great honors, you cannot throw them back in his face.â
âHonors?â Ned laughed bitterly.
âIn his eyes, yes,â she said.
âAnd in yours?â
âAnd
in mine,â she blazed, angry now. Why couldnât he see? âHe offers his own son in marriage to our daughter, what else would you call that? Sansa might someday be queen. Her sons could rule from the Wall to the mountains of Dorne. What is so wrong with that?â
âGods, Catelyn, Sansa is only
eleven,â
Ned said. âAnd Joffrey â¦Â Joffrey is â¦â
She finished for him. ââ¦Â crown prince, and heir to the Iron Throne. And I was only twelve when my father promised me to your brother Brandon.â
That brought a bitter twist to Nedâs mouth. âBrandon. Yes. Brandon would know what to do. He always did. It was all meant for Brandon. You, Winterfell, everything. He was born to be a Kingâs Hand and a father to queens. I never asked for this cup to pass to me.â
âPerhaps not,â Catelyn said, âbut Brandon is dead, and the cup has passed, and you must drink from it, like it or not.â
Ned turned away from her, back to the night. He stood staring out in the darkness, watching the moon and the stars perhaps, or perhaps the sentries on the wall.
Catelyn softened then, to see his pain. Eddard Stark had married her in Brandonâs place, as custom decreed, but the shadow of his dead brother still lay between them, as did the other, the shadow of the woman he would not name, the woman who had borne him his bastard son.
She was about to go to him when the knock came at the door, loud and unexpected. Ned turned, frowning. âWhat is it?â
Desmondâs voice came through the door. âMy lord, Maester Luwin is without and begs urgent audience.â
âYou told him I had left orders not to be disturbed?â
âYes, my lord. He insists.â
âVery well. Send him in.â
Ned crossed to the wardrobe and slipped on a heavy robe. Catelyn realized suddenly how cold it had become. She sat up in bed and pulled the furs to her chin. âPerhaps we should close the windows,â she suggested.
Ned nodded absently. Maester Luwin was shown in.
The maester was a small grey man. His eyes were grey, and quick, and saw much. His hair was grey, what little the years had left him. His robe was grey wool, trimmed with white fur, the Stark colors. Its great floppy sleeves had pockets hidden inside. Luwin was always tucking things into those sleeves and producing other things from them: books, messages, strange artifacts,
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