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donât have to speak with me, mâlord. Just take me with you, when you go,
thatâs all I ask.â
All she asks,
he thought.
As if that were
nothing.
âIâll . . . Iâll be your wife, if you like. My father, heâs
got nineteen now, one less wonât hurt him none.â
âBlack brothers are sworn never to take wives, donât you know that? And weâre
guests in your fatherâs hall besides.â
âNot
you,
â she said. âI watched. You never ate at his board, nor
slept by his fire. He never gave you guest-right, so
youâre not bound to him. Itâs for the baby I have to go.â
âI donât even know your name.â
âGilly, he called me. For the gillyflower.â
âThatâs pretty.â He remembered Sansa telling him once that he should say that
whenever a lady told him her name. He could not help the girl, but perhaps the
courtesy would please her. âIs it Craster who frightens you,
Gilly?â
âFor the baby, not for me. If itâs a girl, thatâs not so bad, sheâll grow a
few years and heâll marry her. But Nella says itâs to be a boy, and sheâs had
six and knows these things. He gives the boys to the gods. Come the white cold,
he does, and of late it comes more often. Thatâs why he started giving them
sheep, even though he has a taste for mutton. Only now the sheepâs gone too.
Next it will be dogs, till . . .â She lowered her eyes and stroked
her belly.
âWhat gods?â Jon was remembering that theyâd seen no boys in Crasterâs Keep,
nor men either, save Craster himself.
âThe cold gods,â she said. âThe ones in the night. The white
shadows.â
And suddenly Jon was back in the Lord Commanderâs Tower again. A severed hand
was climbing his calf and when he pried it off with the point of his longsword,
it lay writhing, fingers opening and closing. The dead man rose to his feet,
blue eyes shining in that gashed and swollen face. Ropes of torn flesh hung
from the great wound in his belly, yet there was no blood.
âWhat color are their eyes?â he asked her.
âBlue. As bright as blue stars, and as cold.â
She has seen them,
he thought.
Craster lied.
âWill you take me? Just so far as the Wallââ
âWe do not ride for the Wall. We ride north, after Mance Rayder and these
Others, these white shadows and their wights. We
seek
them, Gilly.
Your babe would not be safe with us.â
Her fear was plain on her face. âYou will come back, though. When your
warringâs done, youâll pass this way again.â
âWe may.â
If any of us still live.
âThatâs for the Old Bear to
say, the one you call the Lord Crow. Iâm only his squire. I do not choose the
road I ride.â
âNo.â He could hear the defeat in her voice. âSorry to be of trouble,
mâlord. I only . . . they said the king keeps people safe, and
I thought . . .â Despairing, she ran, Samâs cloak flapping behind
her like great black wings.
Jon watched her go, his joy in the morningâs brittle beauty gone.
Damn
her,
he thought resentfully,
and damn Sam twice for sending her to
me. What did he think I could do for her? Weâre here to fight wildlings, not
save them.
Other men were crawling from their shelters, yawning and stretching. The magic
was already faded, icy brightness turning back to common dew in the light of
the rising sun. Someone had gotten a fire started; he could smell woodsmoke
drifting through the trees, and the smoky scent of bacon. Jon took down his
cloak and snapped it against the rock, shattering the thin crust of ice that
had formed in the night, then gathered up Longclaw and
shrugged an arm through a shoulder strap. A few yards away he made water into a
frozen bush, his piss steaming in the cold air and melting the ice wherever it
fell. Afterward he laced up his black wool breeches and followed the
smells.
Grenn and Dywen were among the brothers who had gathered round the fire. Hake
handed Jon a hollow heel of bread filled with burnt bacon and chunks of salt
fish warmed in bacon grease. He wolfed it down while listening to Dywen boast
of having three of Crasterâs women during the night.
âYou did not,â Grenn said, scowling. âI would have seen.â
Dywen whapped him up
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