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head hurt all the time.
Maester Luwin looked from Catelyn to her son. âI have prepared a list of those we might wish to consider for the vacant offices,â he said, offering Robb a paper plucked from his sleeve.
Her son glanced at the names. He had come from outside, Catelyn saw; his cheeks were red from the cold, his hair shaggy and windblown. âGood men,â he said. âWeâll talk about them tomorrow.â He handed back the list of names.
âVery good, my lord.â The paper vanished into his sleeve.
âLeave us now,â Robb said. Maester Luwin bowed and departed. Robb closed the door behind him and turned to her. He was wearing a sword, she saw. âMother, what are you doing?â
Catelyn had always thought Robb looked like her; like Bran and Rickon and Sansa, he had the Tully coloring, the auburn hair, the blue eyes. Yet now for the first time shesaw something of Eddard Stark in his face, something as stern and hard as the north. âWhat am I doing?â she echoed, puzzled. âHow can you ask that? What do you imagine Iâm doing? I am taking care of your brother. I am taking care of Bran.â
âIs that what you call it? You havenât left this room since Bran was hurt. You didnât even come to the gate when Father and the girls went south.â
âI said my farewells to them here, and watched them ride out from that window.â She had begged Ned not to go, not now, not after what had happened; everything had changed now, couldnât he see that? It was no use. He had no choice, he had told her, and then he left, choosing. âI canât leave him, even for a moment, not when any moment could be his last. I have to be with him, if â¦Â if â¦â She took her sonâs limp hand, sliding his fingers through her own. He was so frail and thin, with no strength left in his hand, but she could still feel the warmth of life through his skin.
Robbâs voice softened. âHeâs not going to die, Mother. Maester Luwin says the time of greatest danger has passed.â
âAnd what if Maester Luwin is wrong? What if Bran needs me and Iâm not here?â
âRickon
needs you,â Robb said sharply. âHeâs only three, he doesnât understand whatâs happening. He thinks everyone has deserted him, so he follows me around all day, clutching my leg and crying. I donât know what to do with him.â He paused a moment, chewing on his lower lip the way heâd done when he was little. âMother,
I
need you too. Iâm trying but I canât â¦Â I canât do it all by myself.â His voice broke with sudden emotion, and Catelyn remembered that he was only fourteen. She wanted to get up and go to him, but Bran was still holding her hand and she could not move.
Outside the tower, a wolf began to howl. Catelyn trembled, just for a second.
âBranâs.â Robb opened the window and let the night air into the stuffy tower room. The howling grew louder. It was a cold and lonely sound, full of melancholy and despair.
âDonât,â she told him. âBran needs to stay warm.â
âHe needs to hear them sing,â Robb said. Somewhereout in Winterfell, a second wolf began to howl in chorus with the first. Then a third, closer. âShaggydog and Grey Wind,â Robb said as their voices rose and fell together. âYou can tell them apart if you listen close.â
Catelyn was shaking. It was the grief, the cold, the howling of the direwolves. Night after night, the howling and the cold wind and the grey empty castle, on and on they went, never changing, and her boy lying there broken, the sweetest of her children, the gentlest, Bran who loved to laugh and climb and dreamt of knighthood, all gone now, she would never hear him laugh again. Sobbing, she pulled her hand free of his and covered her ears against those terrible howls. âMake them stop!â she cried. âI canât stand it, make them stop, make them stop, kill them all if you must, just make them
stop!â
She didnât remember falling to the floor, but there she was, and Robb was lifting her, holding her in strong arms. âDonât be afraid, Mother. They would never hurt him.â He helped her to her narrow bed in the corner of the sickroom. âClose your eyes,â he said gently. âRest. Maester Luwin tells me youâve hardly slept since
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