A Memory of Light

transformation—they will never serve as well as if they’d come willingly. Oh, they’ll be loyal, but the light is gone. The self-motivation, the spark of ingenuity that makes people into people.”
    “Be quiet,” Perrin said. “Turned? What do you mean? Is that . . .
    “Thirteen Myrddraal and thirteen Dreadlords.” Lanfear sneered. “Such crudeness. Such a waste.”
    “I don’t understand.”
    Lanfear sighed, speaking as if she were explaining to a child. “Those who can channel can be Turned to the Shadow by force in the right circumstances. M’Hael has been having trouble here making the process work as easily as he should. He needs women if he’s going to Turn men easily.
    Light, Perrin thought. Did Rand know this could happen to people? Were they planning to do the same thing to him?
    “I’d be careful around those two,” Lanfear said. “They’re powerful.”
    “Then you should be speaking more softly,” Perrin whispered.
    “Bah. It’s easy to bend sound in this place. I could shout for all I'm worth, and they wouldn’t hear. They’re drinking, you see? They brought the wine through with them. They’re here in the flesh, of course. I doubt their leader warned them of the dangers of that.”
    Perrin looked up at the guards. The two men sipped at their wine, chuckling to one another. As Perrin watched, the first slumped to the side, then the other did as well. They slipped out of their seats and hit the ground.
    “What did you do?”
    “Forkroot in the wine,” Lanfear said.
    “Why are you helping me?” Perrin demanded.
    “Fm fond of you, Perrin.”
    “You’re one of the Forsaken!”
    “I was,” Lanfear said. “That . . . privilege has been removed from me. The Dark One discovered I was planning to help Lews Therin win. Now, I—” She froze, looking toward the sky again. What did she see in those clouds? Something that made her grow pale. She vanished a moment later.
    Perrin tried to decide what to do. He couldn’t trust her, of course. However, she was good with the wolf dream. She managed to appear next to him without making any sound at all. That was tougher than it seemed; she had to still the air as it was moved out of the way when she arrived. She had to land just precisely so that she didn’t make noise, and had to mute her clothing’s rustle.
    With a start, Perrin realized that this time she’d also been masking her scent. He’d only been able to smell her—her scent was that of soft night lily—after she’d begun speaking to him.
    Uncertainly, he crawled out of the pit and approached the shack. Both men were asleep. What happened to men who slept in the dream? Normally, this would have sent them back to the waking world—but they were here in the flesh.
    He shivered, thinking of what had been done to them. “Turned”? Was that the word she’d used? Light. It seemed unfair. Not that the Pattern is ever fair, Perrin acknowledged, quickly searching through the hut.
    He found the dreamspike driven into the ground under the table. The silvery piece of metal looked like a long tent spike, carved with designs down its length. It was similar to the other one he’d seen, but not exactly the same. He pulled it free, then waited, hand on his hammer, expecting Slayer to come for him.
    “He’s not here,” Lanfear said.
    “Light!” Perrin jumped, hammer raised. He turned. “Why do you keep appearing like that, woman?”
    “He searches for me,” she said, glancing skyward. “I’m not supposed to be able to do this, and he’s grown suspicious. If he finds me, he’ll know for certain, and I will be destroyed, captured and burned for an eternity.”
    “You expect me to feel sorry for you, one of the Forsaken?” Perrin snapped.
    “I chose my master,” she said, studying him. “This is my price—unless I can find a way free of it.”
    “What?”
    “I think you have the best chance,” she said. “I need you to win, Perrin, and I need to be at your side when you do.”
    He snorted. “You haven’t learned any new tricks, have you? Take your offers elsewhere. I’m not interested.” He turned the dreamspike over in his fingers. He had never been able to figure out how the other one worked.
    “You have to twist it at the top.” Lanfear held out a hand.
    Perrin eyed her.
    “You don’t think I could have taken it on my own if I’d wanted?” she asked, amused. “Who was it who put M’Hael’s little pets down for you?”
    He hesitated, then handed