A Rage To Kill And Other True Cases

a most gracious and professional guest speaker,” Elise would recall. “She helped the society significantly.”
    In 1976, Marcia wrote to Elise:

    Dear Elise,
    Delighted to have your letter of May 23, and especially to hear that you are regressing people. As for the truth or falsity of the material in terms of scientific validation, it is still too early to judge. All we know is that some of them do check out. . . . Interesting about your life as a monk who ran an orphanage in the valley. But actually these
were
the ones who did such fine work in raising abandoned children. It is easy to imagine you in such a situation.

    Marcia wrote that she hoped to come back to the Northwest, but would have to wait until she had a paid book tour. “But I’d love to plan on the regional conference in the summer of ’77. That sounds a long way away, but it isn’t really. By then, I should have some genuinely new conclusions and not just a bunch of case histories as I have now. I have a fairly long story with the astrological correlates in the September Bulletin. In fact, I plan to give more space to Karmic Astrology from now on . . .”
    Marcia Moore and Elise Devereaux had become fast friends, even though they didn’t see each other in person that much. Elise was living in the foothills of the Cascade Mountains and Marcia was either traveling or head-quartered in Ojai. They kept in touch by letter and the occasional phone call. “Marcia was very reserved,” Elise said. “If it had not been for my friend [who introduced them] I would never have guessed there had ever been anything seamy in her life. She was just attracted to the wrong men. Marcia was like a princess, small, beautiful and wealthy; there was a sadness about her. I think she was always looking for a ‘Bright World.’ She was very eloquent and educated, and somehow she could make the damndest things seem reasonable.”
    Sometime after she posed for the pictures in Stearn’s books, Marcia had a face lift. She was nearing fifty, and she had the kind of fragile thin skin that showed wrinkles early. The operation was a complete success, and she looked under forty again, although she never actually admitted to having had plastic surgery. One thing that Elise noticed was that Marcia never showed her legs; she wore either long flowing skirts or slacks. Elise remembers that Marcia was in a fire as a child, and suspected that her legs were badly scarred as a result. She never spoke about it, though.
    After three marriages, Marcia Moore was essentially alone. She still hoped to find the man in the world she was destined to be with. Elise Devereaux was alone too, divorced and raising her small daughter. She was giving astrological readings, and an older woman who was cutting down on her clientele sent Elise several referrals. One of them was a handsome, dark-haired man named Steve Monti*. Monti was an anesthesiologist who was on staff in a Seattle hospital. Although he was awfully good-looking and masculine, Elise was somehow not attracted to him.
    “I did his chart,” Elise said. “And gave him a reading in my home. Dr. Monti recorded the reading. But then I received a call from him saying that the recording was blank—and he asked if I would do the reading again.”
    She told him that, of course, she would. At the time Dr. Monti was going through a divorce, and talked to Elise about it. He showed her pictures of a very pretty blonde woman and explained that this was his
second
divorce from the same wife. There were children from their marriage, and Monti said that his family lived in North Bend, Washington.
    It wasn’t unusual for Elise’s clients to confide their most intimate concerns. Steve Monti told Elise that he hated his name—that he had always hated it because it was his stepfather’s name. He said the man had sexually abused him when he was small, and he was going to get rid of the name as part of a healing process for the scars left behind. Henceforth, he would be known as Walter “Happy” Boccaci*.
    Monti-Boccaci had had a life full of catastrophes, it seemed. He told Elise that he had survived a terrible car accident a few years before. He had been driving his Volkswagen which was crushed by a larger vehicle. “I think the only reason I survived,” he confided, “was because the doctors knew I was a physician, too, and they went to extraordinary effort to save me.”
    Dr. Boccaci said that his aorta had burst, which was usually a “death