Blindside

Sam’s included her with all his friends, and since he’s the big dog among the first-graders, she’s in. It’s still early, we’ll see. That leaves lots of hours in-between to fill up, hours I never before even dreamed existed.”
    “Katie—”
    “Okay, okay, don’t hit me. Here’s the bottom line for me, Sherlock: I’ve got to do something real, something worthwhile—”
    Yeah, like be sheriff again. Sherlock said, “I understand, truly I do. Give it just a little more time, just like Dr. Raines said. Talk to Miles about it—he’s your husband now, Katie, and that means you’re not alone anymore. You’ve got thisbig additional brain to add to the mix, and that’s good, at least part of the time.”
    “Now you’re going to preach to me about compromise.”
    “Fact is, you’ve got to compromise to have a good marriage, and sometimes that’s so sucky I want to yell.”
    “Yeah, yeah. All right, I’ll talk to him about it, but not yet. He’s working really hard right now.”
    Sherlock nodded. “Tell me what else Dr. Raines said.”
    “Wade is doing fine as acting sheriff. She says everyone misses me and asks when I’m coming back. All I can say is ‘ We’ll see.’ ”
    Katie started shaking her head. “I was even studying a cookbook yesterday.” She sighed. “It’s so stupid really, but I never thought about what would happen two weeks after we got married, or a month, or a year, or anything. It was just the right thing to do and I didn’t consider, you know, what exactly would come after the wedding. I never once wondered how it would be not to have the sheriff’s job, to be living in a place I didn’t know, not the streets, not the shops, not the people.
    “Sorry, I’m whining again. Damn, sometimes it’s really hard to be an adult.”
    “That’s the truth,” Sherlock said. “No honeymoon in sight?”
    “Miles has been working his butt off at the plant. He says there’s lots to be done, what with contract issues still unresolved, design problems with the helicopter guidance system, stuff like that. He’s missed dinner three times this past week.”
    “Hmm,” Sherlock said again. “Katie, you guys are going to have to talk about this, you know. Oh, quick, look at that Frisbee throw Miles just made to Sam.”
    Katie twisted about to see the Frisbee floating toward Sam, watched Sam leap a good foot into the air and snag it. She heard Miles and Dillon laugh. She wondered what they were talking about. Was Miles talking about her toDillon? Saying the same things about his life that she’d been saying to Sherlock?
    Savich was saying to Miles as they both watched Sam leap into the air and curl his fingers around the edge of the Frisbee to bring it in, “I’ve just about given up on the Redskins this year.”
    Miles said, “Yeah, it’s hard to even turn the games on anymore, it’s so depressing. I have this gut feeling about the Raiders, though, we’ll see. Wasn’t that catch something? Sam’s nearly Olympic with the Frisbee. I’ve been playing with him since he was three.”
    “I thought I’d start Sean in six months or so. I’m also thinking the Patriots might make it to the big game. Does Katie like football?”
    “You know, I don’t have the foggiest idea what my wife thinks about football. That first Sunday we just relaxed, what with no Beau or Clancy to worry about, took the kids for pizza and ice cream and fell into bed at nine o’clock. We’ll see if she perks up at kick-off time tomorrow.”
    “Hey, Sean, come back here!”
    Savich was off, scooping up his son, swinging him over his head, letting his shrieks of laughter flow over him.
    Miles said to Savich once he’d trotted back, Sean under one arm, “I sure like the sound of your Porsche engine. You get it tuned up recently?”
    “Oh yeah. God’s creation gets checked if it hiccups once. Sounds really good, huh?”
    “You know it does. Sherlock was telling me that Sean loves that car, that you’ve promised to give it to him when he’s eighteen.”
    “Yep, I did.”
    “By that time the Porsche will be in a museum.”
    Savich grinned. “How about that? Hey, all you’ve got left from McCamy is just a faint line down your cheek. It looks like it just might stay with you.”

    Miles touched his face. “A good thing. It’ll fit my image.”
    Savich smiled. “How’s Cracker dealing with your marriage?”
    “Oh, she’s fine with it. She’s always a brick. No problem at all.”
    Savich