Dead to the World

The others had wounds, some very horrible, but vampires will heal.
    It surprised me that the witches hadn’t made a better showing.
    “They were probably good witches, but they weren’t good fighters,” Pam said. “They were picked for their magical ability and their willingness to follow Hallow, not for their battle skills. She shouldn’t have tried to take over Shreveport with such a following.”
    “Why Shreveport?” I asked Pam.
    “I’m going to find out,” Pam said, smiling.
    I shuddered. I didn’t want to consider Pam’s methods. “How are you going to keep her from doing a spell on you while you question her?”
    Pam said, “I’ll think of something.” She was still smiling.
    “Sorry about Chow,” I said, a little hesitantly.
    “The job of bartender at Fangtasia doesn’t seem to be a good-luck job,” she admitted. “I don’t know if I’ll be able to find someone to replace Chow. After all, he and Long Shadow both perished within a year of starting work.”
    “What are you going to do about un-hexing Eric?”
    Pam seemed glad enough to talk to me, even if I was only a human, since she’d lost her sidekick. “We’ll make Hallow do it, sooner or later. And she’ll tell us why she did it.”
    “If Hallow just gives up the general outline of the spell, will that be enough? Or will she have to perform it herself?” I tried to rephrase that in my head so it was clearer, but Pam seemed to understand me.
    “I don’t know. We’ll have to ask our friendly Wiccans. The ones you saved should be grateful enough to give us any help we need,” Pam said, while she tossed some more gasoline around the room. She’d already checked the building to remove the few things she might want from it, and the local coven had gathered up the magical paraphernalia, in case one of the cops who came to investigate this fire could recognize the remnants.
    I glanced at my watch. I hoped that Holly had made it safely home by now. I would tell her that her son was safe.
    I kept my eyes averted from the job the youngest witch was doing on Colonel Flood’s left leg. He’d sustained an ugly gash in the quadriceps. It was a serious wound. He made light of it, and after Alcide fetched their clothes, the colonel limped around with a smile on his face. But when blood seeped through the bandage, the packmaster had to allow his Weres to take him to a doctor who happened to be two-natured and willing to help off the books, since no one could think of a good story that would explain such a wound. Before he left, Colonel Flood shook hands ceremoniously with the head witch and with Pam, though I could see the sweat beading on his forehead even in the frigid air of the old building.
    I asked Eric if he felt any different, but he was still oblivious to his past. He looked upset and on the verge of terror. Mark Stonebrook’s death hadn’t made a bit of difference, so Hallow was in for a few dreadful hours, courtesy of Pam. I just accepted that. I didn’t want to think about it closely. Or at all.
    As for me, I was feeling completely at a loss. Should I go home to Bon Temps, taking Eric with me? (Was I in charge of him anymore?) Should I try to find a place to spend the remaining hours of the night here in the city? Shreveport was home for everyone but Bill and me, and Bill was planning on using Chow’s empty bed (or whatever it was) for the coming day, at Pam’s suggestion.
    I dithered around indecisively for a few minutes, trying to make up my mind. But no one seemed to need me for anything specific, and no one sought me out for conversation. So when Pam got involved in giving the other vampires directions about Hallow’s transportation, I just walked out. The night was quite as still as it had been, but a few dogs did bark as I walked down the street. The smell of magic had lessened. The night was just as dark, and even colder, and I was at low ebb. I didn’t know what I’d say if a policeman stopped me; I was blood-spattered and tattered, and I had no explanation. At the moment, I found it hard to care.
    I’d gotten maybe a block when Eric caught up with me. He was very anxious—almost fearful. “You weren’t there. I just looked around and you weren’t there,” he said accusingly. “Where are you going? Why didn’t you tell me?”
    “Please,” I said, and held up a hand to beg him to be silent. “Please.” I was too tired to be strong for him, and I had to fight an overwhelming depression, though I