Dreaming of the Bones

blessing Nathan for not questioning her competence.
    ”A nice chap, and he seems to have had a good working relationship with Lydia . Have you met him?”
    Vic nodded. ‘Briefly. He was very accommodating. He told me as much as he knew about Lydia’s methods of working, and made me copies of his correspondence with her.”
    ”And there was nothing about these poems?”
    ”No. She wrote him a series of friendly, chatty letters from abroad over the years, but they seem to have conducted most of their business in person or over the telephone.”
    ”I suppose that makes sense, in view of the fact that they were both in Cambridge .” Nathan fell silent for a moment, then smiled brightly at her. ”You could ask Daphne.”
    ”That’s exactly what Adam said, only about something else. What—”
    ”How did your visit go with Adam?” Nathan interrupted, sounding avuncularly pleased with himself.
    ”He wasn’t at all what I expected,” Vic said, smiling. ”He was quite charming, and he gave me very good sherry. It seemed all I needed was your seal of approval.”
    ”Adam always did have a taste for expensive sherry—it’s probably the one little luxury he allows himself, poor chap. It was he who began the sherry party tradition at College, you know.” As if reminded of his empty glass, Nathan got up and poured himself a bit more whisky. Returning to his chair, he said, ” Lydia took it up, but with a bit more flair. I’d forgotten that.”
    ”Why refer to him as a poor chap?” Vic asked, intrigued. ”I’ll admit the rectory is a bit shabby—well, I suppose I’d have to admit that Adam’s a bit shabby himself—but he seemed quite comfortable with his circumstances.”
    Nathan grimaced. ”You’re quite right. That was bloody-condescending of me. That’s what comes of projecting your own ambitions onto someone else.” Frowning, he sipped at his drink. ”But you see, all of us—Adam and Darcy and I—came from the same sort of comfortable, middle-class background. Well, mine was a bit less comfortable than Adam’s or Darcy’s, but the point is, we started with the same aspirations, and Darcy and I made a moderate success of it. Adam, though...”
    ”What?” said Vic, her curiosity further aroused by his hesitation. He looked up at her and for once she found his dark eyes opaque, unreadable.
    ”All of a sudden, one day Adam decided that wasn’t good enough for him. He wanted to contribute something, save his own little corner of the world. And I can’t say he’s made a great success of it—a failed mission, then a decaying church that’s in danger of closure, full of aging and decrepit parishioners.”
    ”Nathan,” said Vic, taken aback, ”you actually sound as if you’re jealous! I’d never have thought it.”
    He looked at her for a long moment, then said, ”It’s more guilt than jealousy, I’m afraid. At least he made an effort to do something for someone, poor bastard, while the rest of us just grew fat and content and more blind by the day. I used to tell myself that do-gooding was just as self-serving, but I’m not sure I can swallow that anymore.”
    ”I wouldn’t have thought you’d make a very good cynic.”
    ”Thanks.” He smiled at her. ”Perhaps your good opinion means I have some hope of redemption.”
    ”What about Daphne? Did she get a case of middle-aged tunnel vision, as well?”
    ”Daphne?” Nathan tilted his head to one side as he thought. ”I’m afraid I couldn’t say, really. I never had much contact with Daphne after college. She’s certainly been outwardly successful, though.”
    ”But you said—”
    ”It was Lydia and Daphne who stayed close. And I must say I wondered even then if Daphne only put up with the rest of us for Lydia’s sake. It was Daphne who was most privy to Lydia’s work, especially in the later years.”
    ”But I interviewed her.” Vic slid her feet to the floor with an outraged thump. ”From the way she talked, you’d have thought they’d hardly seen one another since college, a nodding-acquaintances-in-the-street sort of thing. And there’s no record in Lydia’s papers, except for the occasional mention in her letters to her mother—”
    ”Daphne’s a very private person, as was Lydia . When Lydia died, Daphne asked me to return all the letters she’d written to her over the years. I saw no reason not to.”
    After a moment, Vic realized she was gaping and snapped her mouth shut. ”But couldn’t you