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Ender's Shadow

Ender's Shadow

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Autoren: Orson Scott Card
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deceive.”
      "Exactly. Untangle this for me.”
      "You're the one who's weaving a web for me, Bean. You know things you don't tell the rest of us. You think I don't see that? So you want me to restore your trust in me, but you don't tell me anything useful.”
      "I opened my soul to you," said Bean.
      "You told me about your feelings ." She said it with utter contempt. "So good, it's a relief to know you have them, or at least to know that you think it's worth pretending to have them, nobody's quite sure about that. But what you don't ever tell us is what the hell is actually going on here. We think you know.”
      "All I have are guesses.”
      "The teachers told you things back in Battle School that none of the rest of us knew. You knew the name of every kid in the school, you knew things about us, all of us. You knew things you had no business knowing.”
      Bean was stunned to realize that his special access had been so noticeable to her. Had he been careless? Or was she even more observant than he had thought? "I broke into the student data," said Bean.
      "And they didn't catch you?”
      "I think they did. Right from the start. Certainly they knew about it later." And he told her about choosing the roster for Dragon Army.
      She flopped down on her bunk and addressed the ceiling. "You chose them! All those rejects and those little launchy bastards, you chose them!”
      "Somebody had to. The teachers weren't competent to do it.”
      "So Ender had the best. He didn't make them the best, they already were the best.”
      "The best that weren't already in armies. I'm the only one who was a launchy when Dragon was formed who's with this team now. You and Shen and Alai and Dink and Carn, you weren't in Dragon, and you're obviously among the best. Dragon won because they were good, yes, but also because Ender knew what to do with them.”
      "It still turns one little corner of my universe upside down.”
      "Petra, this was a trade.”
      "Was it?”
      "Explain why you weren't a judas back in Battle School.”
      "I was a judas," said Petra. "How's that for an explanation?”
      Bean was sickened. "You can say it like that? Without shame?”
      "Are you stupid?" asked Petra. "I was doing the same thing you were doing, trying to save Ender's life. I knew Ender had trained for combat, and those thugs hadn't. I was also trained. Bonzo had been working these guys up into a frenzy, but the fact is, they didn't like Bonzo very much, he had just pissed them off at Ender. So if they got in a few licks against Ender, right there in the corridor where Dragon Army and other soldiers would get into it right away, where Ender would have me beside him in a limited space so only a few of them could come at us at once -- I figured that Ender would get bruised, get a bloody nose, but he'd come out of it OK. And all those walking scabies would be satisfied. Bonzo's ranting would be old news. Bonzo would be alone again. Ender would be safe from anything worse.”
      "You were gambling a lot on your fighting ability.”
      "And Ender's. We were both damn good then, and in excellent shape. And you know what? I think Ender understood what I was doing, and the only reason he didn't go along with it was you.”
      "Me?”
      "He saw you plunging right into the middle of everything. You'd get your head beaten in, that was obvious. So he had to avoid the violence then. Which means that because of you, he got set up the next day when it really was dangerous, when Ender was completely alone with no one for backup.”
      "So why didn't you explain this before?”
      "Because you were the only one besides Ender who knew I was setting him up, and I didn't really care what you thought then, and I'm not that concerned about it now.”
      "It was a stupid plan," said Bean.
      "It was better than yours," said Petra.
      "Well, I guess when you look at how it all turned out, we'll never know how stupid your plan was. But we sure know that mine was shot to hell.”
      Petra flashed him a brief, insincere grin. "Now, do you trust me again? Can we go back to the intimate friendship we've shared for so long?”
      "You know something, Petra? All that hostility is wasted on me. In fact, it's bad aim on your part to even try it. Because I'm the best friend you've got here.”
      "Oh really?”
      "Yes, really. Because I'm the only one of these boys who ever chose to have a girl as his commander.”
      She paused a

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