False Memory

recitation of a few lines of poetry? Haiku.
    Pacing, Dusty entered Ned Motherwell’s mobile number.
    Ned answered on the fifth ring. He was still at the Sorensons’ house. “Couldn’t paint today, still damp from the rain, but we’ve done a lot of prep work. Hell, Fig and I have gotten more done today, just us, than we get done in two days with that hopeless little turd hanging around, smacked on one kind of dope or another.”
    “Skeet’s doing fine,” Dusty said. “Thanks for asking.”
    “I hope wherever you took him, they’re kicking his skinny ass around the clock.”
    “Absolutely. I checked him into Our Lady of the Ass-Kickers Hospital.”
    “There ought to be such a place.”
    “I’m sure if Straight Edgers take over the church, there’ll be one in every town. Listen, Ned, can you let Fig close up the job today while you do something for me?”
    “Sure. Fig isn’t a dope-sucking, self-destructive, walking scrotum. Fig is reliable.”
    “Has he seen Big Foot recently?”
    “If he ever said he did, I’d believe him.”
    “Me, too,” Dusty admitted.
    He told Ned Motherwell what he needed to have done, and they agreed on when and where to meet.
    After terminating the call, Dusty clipped the phone to his belt. He checked his watch. Almost three o’clock. He sat down again.
    Two minutes later, hunched forward in his chair, forearms on his thighs, hands clasped between his knees, staring at the black granite floor, Dusty was thinking so hard that the wax should have been blown out of his ears with the velocity of bullets. When the lever-action handle squeaked and the latch clicked, he twitched but didn’t explode to his feet.
    Martie came out of the office first, smiling prettily, and Dusty rose to greet her, smiling less prettily, and Dr. Ahriman entered the waiting room behind her, smiling paternally, and maybe Dusty smiled a little more prettily when he saw the psychiatrist, because the man virtually radiated competence and compassion and confidence and all sorts of good stuff.
    “Excellent session,” Dr. Ahriman assured Dusty. “We’re already making progress. I believe Martie is going to respond brilliantly to therapy, I really do.”
    “Thank God,” Dusty said, getting Martie’s jacket from the rack “Not to say there won’t be difficult times ahead,” the doctor cautioned. “Perhaps even worse panic attacks than any heretofore. This is, after all, a rare and challenging phobia. But whatever short-term setbacks there may be, I’m absolutely sure that in the long term there will be a complete cure.”
    “Long term?” Dusty asked, but not worriedly, because no one could be worried in the presence of the doctor’s confident smile.
    “Not more than a few months,” Dr. Ahriman said, “perhaps much more quickly. These things have clocks of their own, and we can’t set them. But there’s every reason to be optimistic. I’m not even going to consider a medication component at this time, just therapy for a week or two, and then see where we are.”
    Dusty almost mentioned the prescription for Valium that Dr. Closterman had issued, but Martie spoke first.
    Shrugging into her black leather jacket as Dusty held it for her, she said, “Honey, I feel pretty good. Really much, much better. I really do.”
    “Friday morning. Ten o’clock appointment,” Dr. Ahriman reminded them.
    “We’ll be here,” Dusty assured him.
    Smiling, nodding, Ahriman said, “I’m certain you will.”
    When the doctor retreated to his inner office and closed the heavy door, a measure of warmth went out of the waiting room. A little chill came in from somewhere.
    “He’s really a great psychiatrist,” Martie said.
    Zipping up his jacket, Dusty said, “He’s deeply committed to his patients,” and though he was smiling and still felt good, some cranky part of him wondered how he knew Ahriman was committed to anything more than collecting his fees.
    Opening the door to the fourteenth-floor corridor, Martie said, “He’ll make this trouble go away. I feel good about him.”
    In the long corridor, heading toward the elevator, Dusty said, “Who uses the word heretofore?”
    “What do you mean?”
    “He used it. Dr. Ahriman. Heretofore.”
    “Did he? Well, it’s a word, isn’t it?”
    “But how often do you ever hear it? I mean outside a lawyer’s office or a courtroom.”
    “What’s your point?”
    Frowning, Dusty said, “I don’t know.”
    In the elevator alcove, when she pushed the call button, Martie said, “Heretofore, you have generally made sense, but not now.”
    “It’s