Fear: A Gone Novel

own. Things she’d done and now couldn’t bear to think about. “Well, maybe like people say, he’s in a better place.”
    That sounded stupid to her. But wasn’t that what people said? Anyway, where exactly was a place worse than this? Howard had been choked to death and then had the flesh gnawed from his bones.
    “I worry because maybe he’s in hell,” Orc said. The words sounded tortured.
    Diana cursed softly, under her breath. How had she gotten herself into this? Really: had to pee. “Orc, God is supposed to be forgiving, right? So probably he forgave Howard. I mean, that’s his job, right? Forgiving?”
    “If you do bad stuff and don’t repent, you go to hell,” Orc said, like he was begging for a refutation.
    “Yeah, well, you know what? If Howard’s in hell, I guess we can all have a big get-together soon enough.” She turned to go.
    “He liked me,” Orc said.
    “I’m sure he did,” Diana snapped, wearying of the conversation. “You’re a big, lovable teddy bear, Orc.” Plus a thug and a murderer, she added silently.
    “I don’t want to start up drinking again,” Orc said.
    “Then don’t,” Diana said.
    “But I ain’t ever killed anyone sober.”
    Diana had run out of time. She raced down the stairs, found the pot they were all sharing, squatted, and sighed with relief.
    The boat rocked wildly. One of the kids yelled a sleepy, “Hey!”
    Diana went back up on deck and saw that Orc was gone. The small rowboat that had been tied to one of the boat’s cleats was thirty yards away, moving swiftly toward shore, driven by superhumanly powerful thrusts of the oars.
    Caine was still asleep. Penny wasn’t sure how long it would take him to wake up. But she was in no hurry.
    No hurry at all. Not now.
    She sat watching him. He was in a very uncomfortable position, really. He sat slumped forward on the couch. His hands were wrist-deep in the bowl. The cement had dried pretty quickly.
    King Caine.
    He wouldn’t be clawing at his eyes, at least. Not with five gallons—the content of the bowl—of cement on his hands. He would barely be able to stand up.
    She considered him. The big-deal four bar. The most powerful freak in Perdido Beach, one of just two four bars.
    Helpless.
    Brought down, all the way down, by bony, unattractive little Penny.
    She fetched scissors from the kitchen. He shifted a little and moaned something as she cut the shirt apart and removed it.
    Much better. A much more vulnerable look. After all he had been through, he still had a very nice chest. The muscles stood out in his flat stomach.
    But before she could show him off, he needed one more thing. The idea she had in mind made her laugh with delight.
    There was a roll of aluminum foil in the kitchen. She found it, rolled it out, and set to work by candlelight.
    Drake had watched everything from the high ground out past Sinder’s garden. It made him happy to see that Sam and all his little charges were cowering in boats. It was a testament to Drake’s power.
    But unfortunately it made it very hard to get to Diana. There was no way even to know where she was. She could be on any of dozens of boats.
    All during the evening he had cowered up here as every half an hour or so a whirlwind blew past. Brianna.
    Each time Drake would sink back against the rocks. The coyotes would turn their ears toward the sound and lie perfectly still. They feared Swift Girl.
    But Brianna had not seen them. And now it was deepest night, and Swift Girl wasn’t so swift in the dark.
    And then Drake had had some luck. Diana herself, wrapped in a shawl or something, had stepped into view on one of the boats. The one with Orc sitting in the bow.
    Even by dim starlight he knew her. No one else moved like Diana.
    Of course. He should have thought of that. Sam would make sure she had a strong protector, so of course she would be on the boat with Orc.
    The sight of her made his whip twitch. He unwrapped it from encircling his waist. He wanted to feel the power in it as he gazed down at her.
    She would be brave at first. Say what he might about Diana, she was not soft or weak. But the whip would change her attitude. Nothing that would harm the baby. But that still left Drake plenty of possibilities.
    If he could just figure out how to get to her. And past Brianna. And Orc.
    He glanced at the big houseboat, the only thing still attached to the dock. It was farther away, and the angle was bad for seeing anything other than the top deck. Dekka had