Fifty Shades Trilogy 03 - Fifty Shades Freed

herself.”
    “How did she know?”
    “I called her this morning.”
    Oh.
    “Baby, you’re exhausted. You should sleep.”
    “Hmm,” I murmur in agreement. He’s right. I’m so tired. It’s been an emotional day. I crane my head around and gaze at him a beat. We’re not going to make love? And I’m relieved. In fact, he’s had a totally hands-off approach with me all day. I wonder if I should be alarmed by this turn of events, but since my inner goddess has left the building and taken my libido with her, I’ll think about it in the morning. I turn over and snuggle against Christian, wrapping my leg over his.
    “Promise me something,” he says softly.
    “Hmm?” It’s a question that I am too tired to articulate.
    “Promise me you’ll eat something tomorrow. I can just about tolerate you wearing another man’s jacket without frothing at the mouth, but, Ana . . . you must eat. Please.”
    “Hmm,” I acquiesce. He kisses my hair. “Thank you for being here,” I mumble and sleepily kiss his chest.
    “Where else would I be? I want to be wherever you are, Ana. Being here makes me think of how far we’ve come. And the night I first slept with you. What a night that was. I watched you for hours. You were just . . . yar,” he breathes. I smile against his chest.
    “Sleep,” he murmurs, and it’s a command. I close my eyes and drift.

I stir, opening my eyes to a bright September morning. Warm and comfortable between clean, crisp sheets, I take a moment to orientate myself and am overwhelmed by a sense of déja vu . Of course, I’m at the Heathman.
    “Shit! Daddy!” I gasp out loud, recalling with a gut-wrenching surge of apprehension that twists my heart and starts it pounding why I’m in Portland.
    “Hey.” Christian is sitting on the edge of the bed. He strokes my cheek with his knuckles, instantly calming me. “I called the ICU this morning. Ray had a good night. It’s all good,” he says reassuringly.
    “Oh, good. Thank you,” I mutter, sitting up.
    He leans in and presses his lips to my forehead. “Good morning, Ana,” he whispers and kisses my temple.
    “Hi,” I mutter. He’s up and dressed in a black T-shirt and blue jeans.
    “Hi,” he replies, his eyes soft and warm. “I want to wish you happy birthday. Is that okay?”
    I offer him a tentative smile and caress his cheek. “Yes, of course. Thank you. For everything.”
    His brow furrows. “Everything?”
    “Everything.”
    He looks momentarily confused, but it’s fleeting and his eyes widen with anticipation. “Here.” He hands me a small, exquisitely wrapped box with a tiny gift card.
    In spite of the worry I feel about my father, I sense Christian’s anxiety and excitement, and it’s infectious. I read the card.

    Oh my, how sweet is that? “I love you, too,” I murmur, smiling at him.
    He grins. “Open it.”
    Unwrapping the paper carefully so it doesn’t tear, I find a beautiful red leather box. Cartier. It’s familiar, thanks to my second-chance earrings and my watch. Cautiously, I open the box to discover a delicate charm bracelet of silver, or platinum or white gold—I don’t know, but it’s absolutely enchanting. Attached to it are several charms: the Eiffel Tower, a London black cab, a helicopter —Charlie Tango, a glider—the soaring, a catamaran— The Grace, a bed, and an ice cream cone? I look up at him, bemused.
    “Vanilla?” He shrugs apologetically, and I can’t help but laugh. Of course.
    “Christian, this is beautiful. Thank you. It’s yar.”
    He grins.
    My favorite is the heart. It’s a locket.
    “You can put a picture or whatever in that.”
    “A picture of you.” I glance at him through my lashes. “Always in my heart.”
    He smiles his lovely, heartbreakingly shy smile.
    I fondle the last two charms: a letter C —oh yes, I was his first girlfriend to use his first name. I smile at the thought. And finally, there’s a key.
    “To my heart and soul,” he whispers.
    Tears prick my eyes. I launch myself at him, curling my arms around his neck and settling into his lap. “It’s such a thoughtful present. I love it. Thank you,” I murmur against his ear. Oh, he smells so good—clean, of fresh linen, body wash, and Christian. Like home, my home. My threatened tears begin to fall.
    He groans softly and enfolds me in his embrace.
    “I don’t know what I’d do without you.” My voice cracks as I try to hold back the overwhelming swell of emotion.
    He swallows