Fifty Shades Trilogy 03 - Fifty Shades Freed

hard and tightens his hold on me. “Please don’t cry.”
    I sniff in a rather unladylike way. “I’m sorry. I’m just so happy and sad and anxious at the same time. It’s bittersweet.”
    “Hey.” His voice is feather soft. Tipping my head back, he plants a gentle kiss on my lips. “I understand.”
    “I know,” I whisper, and I’m rewarded with his shy smile again.
    “I wish we were in happier circumstances and at home. But we’re here.” He shrugs apologetically once more. “Come, up you go. After breakfast, we’ll check on Ray.”
    Once dressed in my new jeans and T-shirt, my appetite makes a brief but welcome return during breakfast in our suite. I know Christian is pleased to see me eating my granola and Greek yogurt.
    “Thank you for ordering my favorite breakfast.”
    “It’s your birthday,” Christian says softly. “And you have to stop thanking me.” He rolls his eyes in exasperation, but fondly, I think.
    “I just want you to know that I appreciate it.”
    “Anastasia, it’s what I do.” His expression is serious—of course, Christian in command and control. How could I forget . . . Would I want him any other way?
    I smile. “Yes, it is.”
    He gives me a puzzled look then shakes his head. “Shall we go?”
    “I’ll just brush my teeth.”
    He smirks. “Okay.”
    Why is he smirking? The thought nags me as I head into the en suite. A memory springs unbidden to my mind. I used his toothbrush after I first spent the night with him. I smirk and grab his toothbrush in homage to that first time. Gazing at myself as I brush my teeth, I’m pale, too pale. But then I’m always pale. The last time I was here I was single, and now I’m married at twenty-two! I’m getting old. I rinse out my mouth.
    Holding up my wrist, I shake it, and the charms on my bracelet give a satisfying rattle. How does my sweet Fifty always know exactly the right thing to give me? I take a deep breath, attempting to stem the emotion still lurking in my system, and gaze down at the bracelet once more. I bet it cost a fortune. Ah . . . well. He can afford it.
    As we walk to the elevators, Christian takes my hand and kisses my knuckles, his thumb brushing over Charlie Tango on my bracelet. “You like?”
    “More than like. I love it. Very much. Like you.”
    He smiles and kisses my knuckles once more. I feel lighter than I did yesterday. Perhaps because it’s morning and the world always seems a more hopeful place than it does in the dead of night. Or maybe it’s my husband’s sweet wake-up. Or maybe it’s knowing that Ray is no worse.
    As we step into the empty elevator, I glance up at Christian. His eyes flicker quickly down to mine, and he smirks again.
    “Don’t,” he whispers as the doors shut.
    “Don’t what?”
    “Look at me like that.”
    “Fuck the paperwork,” I mutter, grinning.
    He laughs, and it’s such a carefree, boyish sound. He tugs me into his arms and tilts my head up. “Someday, I’ll rent this elevator for a whole afternoon.”
    “Just the afternoon?” I arch my brow.
    “Mrs. Grey, you are greedy.”
    “When it comes to you, I am.”
    “I’m very glad to hear it.” He kisses me gently.
    And I don’t know if it’s because we are in this elevator or because he’s not touched me in over twenty-four hours or if he’s just my intoxicating husband, but desire unwinds and stretches lazily deep in my belly. I run my fingers into his hair and deepen the kiss, pushing him against the wall and bringing my body flush against his.
    He groans into my mouth and cups my head, cradling me as we kiss—really kiss, our tongues exploring the oh-so-familiar but still oh-so-new, oh-so-exciting territory that is the other’s mouth. My inner goddess swoons, bringing my libido back from purdah. I caress his dear, dear face in my hands.
    “Ana,” he breathes.
    “I love you, Christian Grey. Don’t forget that,” I whisper as I gaze into darkening gray eyes.
    The elevator comes smoothly to a halt and the doors open.
    “Let’s go and see your father before I decide to rent this today.” He kisses me quickly, takes my hand, and leads me into the lobby.
    As we walk past the concierge, Christian gives a discreet signal to the kindly middle-aged man standing behind the desk. He nods and picks up his phone. I glance questioningly at Christian, and he gives me his secret smile. I frown at him, and for a moment he looks nervous.
    “Where’s Taylor?” I ask.
    “We’ll see him