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yet, although I’ll have to figure out how to mix, like, seven different brands and styles together, see how it tastes.”
    “Stuffing,” Sam echoed solemnly.
    “We don’t have enough canned yams, we’ll have to do fresh along with some baked potatoes. The big problem is going to be whipped cream and ice cream for the pies.”
    Sam wanted to burst out laughing, but at the same time he found it touching and reassuring that Albert had put so much thought into the question.
    “I imagine the ice cream is pretty much gone,” Sam said.
    “Yeah. We’re very low on ice cream. And kids have been taking the canned whipped cream, too.”
    “But we can have pie?”
    “We have some frozen. And we have some pie shells we can bake up ourselves.”
    “That would be nice,” Sam said.
    “I’ll need to start three days before. I’ll need, like, at least ten people to help. I can haul the tables out of the church basement and set up in the plaza. I think I can do it.”
    “I’ll bet you can, Albert,” Sam said with feeling.
    “Mother Mary’s going to have the prees make centerpieces.”
    “Listen, Albert…”
    Albert raised a hand, cutting Sam off. “I know. I mean, I know we may have some great big fight before that. And I heard you have your fifteenth coming up. All kinds of bad stuff may happen. But, Sam—”
    This time, Sam cut him off. “Albert? Get moving on planning the big meal.”
    “Yeah?”
    “Yeah. It will give people something to look forward to.”
    Albert left, and Sam fought down a yawn. He noticed Astrid deep in conversation with three of the Coates kids. Astrid had been through all kinds of horror, he thought, but somehow, even with her blouse filthy, her blond hair hanging lank and greasy, her face smudged, she looked beautiful.
    When he raised his gaze he could see across the plaza, across the buildings at the far end, clear out to the ocean, the too-placid ocean.
    Birthday. Thanksgiving. Poof. And a showdown with Caine. Not to mention just daily life if they somehow all survived. Not to mention finding a way to escape or end the FAYZ. And all he wanted to do was take Astrid’s hand and lead her down to the beach, stretch a blanket out on the hot sand, lie down beside her, and sleep for about a month.
    “Right after the big Thanksgiving dinner,” Sam promised himself. “Right after pie.”

THIRTY-SEVEN
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    COOKIE ROLLED OVER and stood up. His legs were still weak and shaky. He had to hold himself up by leaning on the table.
    But he steadied himself with the arm that had been utterly shattered.
    Dahra Baidoo was there, and Elwood, both staring like they were witnessing a miracle.
    “I suppose they are,” Lana said to herself.
    “It doesn’t hurt,” Cookie said.
    He laughed. It was an incredulous, disbelieving sound. He rotated his arm, all the way forward, all the way up. He squeezed his fingers into a fist.
    “It doesn’t hurt.”
    “Okay, I never thought I’d see that,” Elwood said, shaking his head slowly.
    Tears came to Cookie’s bloodshot eyes. He whispered to himself, “It doesn’t hurt. It doesn’t hurt at all.”
    He took a tentative step. Then another. He had lost a lot of weight. He was pale, and more than pale, almost green. He was shaky, a bear walking on its hind legs and about to topple over. He looked like what he was: a kid who’d taken a round trip to hell.
    “Thank you,” he whispered to Lana. “Thank you.”
    “It’s not my doing,” Lana said. “It’s just…I don’t know what it is.”
    She was tired. Healing Cookie had taken a long time. She’d been in the hospital since eight o’clock that morning, having been awakened by Cookie’s cries of agony.
    His injury was even worse than her own broken arm had been. It had taken her more than six hours, and now whatever benefit she’d gained from sleeping in the park was wasted, and she was weary again. Outside, she was pretty sure the sun was shining, but all she wanted now was a bed.
    “It’s a thing I can do,” Lana said, fighting a yawn and stretching to get the kinks out of her back. “Just a…a thing.”
    Cookie nodded. Then he did something no one expected. He got down on his knees before a shocked Dahra.
    “You took care of me.”
    Dahra shrugged and looked mightily uncomfortable. “It’s okay, Cookie.”
    “No.” He took her hand awkwardly and leaned his forehead into her. “Anything you ever want. Anything. Anytime. Ever.” Tears choked his voice.