Immortals After Dark 04 - Wicked Deeds on a Winters Night

“I feared it would only hurt you to reveal this, that it would set up the same situation. I dreaded that.”
    “It was an accident though. Right? You can’t carry that guilt forever.”
    “Sometimes, lately, I feel it’s worse, because... ” He trailed off.
    “Because what?”
    He scrubbed his hand over his face. “Even if I do believe you’re of the same soul as her, I never wanted Mariah like I want you.” He seemed shamed by the admission, even as she felt herself softening toward him—as ever. “And what does that say about me? How could you choose for yourself a male so disloyal? When I want to surrender this bloody guilt?”
    “Of course you do—it’s been nearly two freaking centuries! Enough’s enough.”
    “Gods, I was hoping you would believe I’ve waited long enough.” He exhaled a relieved breath. “I want to look forward.”
    “As you should. Cut yourself some slack.”
    “Done—if you will do the same for me as well.”
    She made a grated sound of frustration. “Oh, you sly—”
    “Lass, we’re going to have problems between us sometimes. We’ll both make mistakes and forgive them. This is one of those times.”
    “You’re acting like I’ve signed on for the long-term deal. And I haven’t.”
    “What would it take to get another shot with you?”
    “Nothing you have. My time here’s getting short—”
    “Nothing? But you have no’ seen everything that I have. What if I told you I’ve an olive branch that the mercenary in you should appreciate?” He curled his finger under her chin. “You’ve never shied away from anything else, and you will no’ regret this now.”
    She needed to stay strong, to stay furious. But all she wanted to do was get back to being with him.
    “Take a chance on me, witchling.”
    It was then that she made a fateful observation.
    Bowen MacRieve was holding his breath.
    Damn him! And there went strong and furious, gone with a whimper. Still, she met his eyes. “Don’t call me by her name again, Bowen. It hurt.”
    “Shh, lass.” He wrapped those big arms around her, drawing her against the warmth of his chest. “I will no’, I promise you.” When she finally relaxed against him, he nuzzled her ear. She could feel his lips curl just before he said, “And doona hang my clothes in tall trees.”

44

    B owen’s olive branch for her was a private island just off the coast of Belize, replete with a boat and a mansion in the middle of a breezy palm forest.
    And the two weeks she’d stayed there with him had been the happiest of her entire life. Tonight they sat on a blanket on the beach, lazily regarding a driftwood fire. The breeze soughed through the palm fronds, and the stars glittered feverishly. As she lay against his chest, she mused over her time here with him.
    At first, she’d thought he’d merely spent a fortune to rent this property, but then he’d said, “If you want it, it’s yours.” Apparently, he wasn’t just wealthy but obscenely rich. So she answered as any self-respecting witch would: “Gimme... deed.”
    After their first night here of nonstop sex, she’d woken in bliss, unable to stop grinning stupidly. Had she actually believed that sexual relationships couldn’t be perfect? He’d appeared surprised by her reaction, then had done that jutting-chin show of pride. “The aging werewolf’s still got it, eh, lass?” He’d tickled her till she’d screamed with laughter.
    Then later, once they’d decided to stay for a few weeks, they’d set some parameters for their cohabitation.
    She wasn’t to do the “mirror thing” while they were here, because, as he’d said, “Every time I see you do that spell, I get a sharp sense of foreboding. My Instinct tells me that it’s wrong... dangerous, even.”
    As for magick in general: “If it slips because you’re startled by something, that’s one thing, but to willfully chant to your reflection disturbs me greatly.”
    All she’d asked from him was not to disparage her kind—or to sound like he was planning to take her away from witchery and the House.
    Oh, and she needed clothes.
    During the day, they swam the Caribbean, and he caught lobsters that they cooked at night over their beach fires. They explored colorful towns on the mainland, shopping, sightseeing, and necking in back alleys.
    Just today he’d pressed her behind a row of fruit stands. With the sultry air redolent with sugar cane, and his hot, possessive hands fondling her breasts, he’d