In Death 25 - Creation in Death

teach his unfortunately stubby fingers to master the keys.
    He’d never mastered them, nor had his voice ever mastered the demands and beauty of the notes, but his love for music was deep and true.
    The double doors across from the parlor were closed, were locked. As he’d kept them for many years now. Such business as had been done there was carried on in other places.
    His home was his home. And hers, he thought. It would always be hers.
    He went up the curve of stairs. He still used the room he’d had as a boy. He couldn’t bring himself to use the bedroom where his parents had slept. Where she had slept.
    He kept it preserved. He kept it perfect, as she had once been.
    Pausing, he studied her portrait, one painted while she had glowed, simply glowed, with the bloom of youth and vibrancy. She wore white—he believed she should always have worn it. For purity. If only she’d remained pure.
    The gown swept down her body, that slim and strong body, and the glittery necklace, her symbol of life, lay around her neck. Swept up, her hair was like a crown, and indeed the very first time he’d seen her he’d thought her a princess.
    She smiled down at him, so sweetly, so kindly, so lovingly.
    Death had been his gift to her, he thought. And death was his homage to her through all the daughters he lay at her feet.
    He kissed the silver ring he wore on his finger, one that matched the ring he’d had painted onto the portrait. Symbols of their eternal bond.
    He removed his suit. Put the jacket, the vest, the trousers, the shirt in the bin for cleaning. He showered, he always showered. Baths could be relaxing, might be soothing, but how unsanitary was it to lounge in your own dirt?
    He scrubbed vigorously, using various brushes on his body, his nails, his feet, his hair. They, too, would be sanitized, then replaced monthly.
    He used a drying tube. Towels were, in his opinion, as unsanitary as bathwater.
    He cleaned his teeth, applied deodorant, creams.
    In his robe he went back to the bedroom to peruse his closet. A dozen white suits, shirts ranged on one side. But he never greeted company in his work clothes.
    He chose a dark gray suit, matching it with a pale gray shirt, a tone-on-tone gray tie. He dressed meticulously, carefully brushed his snow-white hair before adding the trim little beard and mustache.
    Then he replaced the necklace—her necklace—that he’d removed before his shower.
    The symbol of a tree with many branches gleamed in gold. The tree of life.
    Satisfied with his appearance, he traveled down to the kitchen, moved through it to the garage where he kept his black sedan. It was a pleasant drive across town, with Verdi playing quietly.
    He parked, as arranged, in a small, ill-tended lot three blocks from Your Affair, where his potential partner worked. If she was timely, she would be walking his way right now, she would be thinking about the opportunity he’d put in her hands.
    Her steps would be quick, and she would be wearing the dark blue coat, the multicolored scarf.
    He left the car, strolling in the direction of the store. He’d found her there, in the bakery section, and had been struck immediately by her looks, her grace, her skill.
    Two months had passed since that first sighting. Soon, all the time, the work, the care he’d put into this selection would bear fruit.
    He saw her from a block away, slowed his pace. He carried the two small shopping bags from nearby stores he’d brought along with him. He would be, to anyone glancing his way, just a man doing a little casual Sunday shopping.
    No one noticed, no one paid any mind. He smiled when she saw him, lifted his hand in a wave.
    “Ms. Greenfeld. I’d hoped to make it down and escort you all the way. I’m so sorry to make you walk so far in the cold.”
    “It’s fine.” She tossed back the pretty brown hair she wore nearly to her shoulders. “It’s so nice of you to pick me up. I could have taken a cab, or the subway.”
    “Nonsense.” He didn’t touch her as they walked, in fact moved aside as a pedestrian, chattering on a pocket ’link, clipped between them. “Here you are, giving me your time on a Sunday afternoon.” He gestured toward the lot. “And this gave me an opportunity to do a little shopping.”
    He opened the car door for her, and estimated they’d been together no more than three minutes on the street.
    When he got in, he started the car, smiled. “You smell of vanilla and cinnamon.”
    “Occupational