In Too Deep

question. “Because he was your friend and partner. You had to be absolutely certain.”
    “I should have turned things over to my uncle at that point. But you’re right—I needed to be sure. I confronted Tucker. I hoped that I was missing some piece of the puzzle that would exonerate him. Like everyone else I know, he had been warning me that my talent gave me a skewed vision of reality, that it made me inclined to see conspiracy fantasies where there was nothing but random chance. He told me more than once that some day I’d go too deep into the darkness and never return.”
    “So you gave him a chance to convince you that you were wrong. I’ll bet he had a really good explanation.”
    “He laughed at me,” Fallon said, sounding resigned. “He told me that I really had lost it. He said he could prove that he was innocent. He asked me to give him twenty-four hours. I said okay.”
    “What happened?”
    “He tried to kill me.”
    “With his talent?”
    “With an overdose of magic-lantern psi.”
    “Oh, crap.”
    “I had dinner with my fiancée that night.”
    An odd little chill fluttered through Isabella. “I didn’t know that you were engaged.”
    “I was at the time,” Fallon said. “Obviously I’m not now.”
    “Right.” She did not know how to take that. The thought of Fallon Jones having had his heart broken by another woman left her feeling slightly unnerved for some inexplicable reason. She did not want to think that someone else had ever had the power to hurt him in that way. “Go on.”
    “We had dinner at Jenny’s condo. Tucker must have used his talent to slip into her place and conceal a magic-lantern lightbulb in one of the floor lamps. The visible light waves given off by the crystals look normal. You don’t notice the paranormal effects of the lanterns until it’s too late. The radiation hit both Jenny and me, of course, but I’m a more powerful talent than she is.”
    “So it hit you harder.”
    “It slammed my senses straight into overdrive.” Fallon’s jaw tightened. “Never felt anything like it in my life. I went into what I thought was an enlightened state. Suddenly I could see all the mysteries of the cosmos. I was sure I could comprehend them if only I looked a little deeper.”
    “What happened?”
    “I was in a state of altered reality, completely disoriented. It was as if I was moving through a dream. I went out onto the balcony of Jenny’s condo, convinced that I would be able to see the heart of the universe. While I was in that condition, Tucker entered the apartment. He tried to force me over the railing. Actually, he tried to talk me into going over under my own willpower.”
    “What?”
    “I was hallucinating,” Fallon said. “Out of my head. He tried to convince me that there was a crystal bridge that connected the balcony of Jenny’s condo with the roof of the building across the street.”
    “I think I saw that movie.”
    “So did I. According to Tucker, all I had to do was step out onto the bridge. When that didn’t work, he resorted to force. There was a struggle. In the end, I . . . killed him. He went off the balcony, instead of me.”
    “Dear heaven. How on earth did you manage to save yourself when you were in such a disoriented state?”
    “This is going to sound weird,” Fallon said. “Even though the magic lantern affected my talent, I think it was my talent that somehow saved me.”
    “Nah, it was your willpower and self-control that saved you, not your talent.”
    He looked at her. “You think so?”
    “Sure. You’ve got more self-control than any talent I’ve ever met. When push came to shove, it was that ability that saved you, not your talent.” She paused. “Then again, the two are sort of linked, I suppose. The fact that you can handle such a powerful talent means that you’ve got a lot of built-in control. Chicken-and-egg thing, I guess. If you didn’t have a lot of control, you’d have gone crazy by now.”
    “Thanks for that visual,” Fallon said.
    “Just trying to clarify here.”
    “You have a way of doing that.”
    “Doing what?” she asked.
    “Clarifying.”
    “Oh. Okay.”
    “The bottom line is that I survived and Tucker died.”
    “You did what you had to do,” Isabella assured him.
    “Maybe. Maybe not.”
    “What do you mean?”
    “I was out of my head,” Fallon said. “Who knows how I might have handled the situation if I’d been in a normal state of mind? Jenny started screaming