Intensity

own intentions. Failure, shame, and the helplessness of being shackled had reduced her to a despair that she had preferred not to consider. Now she was sickened less by him than by herself, wondering if she was a quitter and a loser, after all, just like her mother.
        "But I'm not a psychopath," he said.
        "Then what are you?"
        "Oh… call me a homicidal adventurer. Or perhaps the only clear thinking person you've ever met."
        "'Maggot' works better for me."
        He leaned forward in his chair. "Here's the thing-either you tell me all about yourself, everything I want to know, or I'll work on your face with a knife while you sit there. For every question you refuse to answer, I'll take off a piece-the lobe of an ear, the tip of your pretty nose. Carve you like scrimshaw."
        He said this not threateningly but matter-of-factly, and she knew that he had the stomach for it.
        "I'll take all day," he said, "and you'll be insane long before you're dead."
        "All right."
        "All right what-conversation or scrimshaw?"
        "Conversation."
        "Good girl."
        She was prepared to die if it came to that, but she saw no point in suffering needlessly.
        "What's your name?" he asked.
        "Shepherd. Chyna Shepherd. C-h-y-n-a."
        "Ah, not a cryptic chant, after all."
        "What?"
        "Odd name."
        "Is it?"
        "Don't spar with me, Chyna. Go on."
        "All right. But first, may I have something to drink? I'm dehydrated."
        At the sink, he drew a glass of water. He put three ice cubes in it. He started to bring it to her, then halted and said, "I could add a slice of lemon."
        She knew he wasn't joking. Home from the hunt, he was working now to recast himself from the role of savage stalker into that of accountant or clerk or real estate agent or car mechanic or whatever it was that he did when he was passing for normal. Some sociopaths could put on a false persona that was more convincing than the best performances of the finest actors who had ever lived, and this man was probably one of those, although after immersion in wanton slaughter, he needed this period of adjustment to remind himself of the manners and courtesies of civilized society.
        "No, thanks," she said to the offer of lemon.
        "It's no trouble," he graciously assured her.
        "Just the water."
        When he put the glass down, he slipped a cork-lined ceramic coaster under it. Then he sat across the table from her again.
        Chyna was repelled by the prospect of drinking from a glass that he had handled, but she really was dehydrated. Her mouth was dry, and her throat was vaguely sore.
        Because of the cuffs, she picked up the glass in both hands.
        She knew that he was watching her for signs of fear.
        The water didn't slop around in the tumbler. The rim of the glass didn't chatter against her teeth.
        She truly wasn't afraid of him any more, at least not for the moment, although maybe later. Certainly later. Now her interior landscape was a desert under sullen skies: numbing desolation, with the angry flicker of lightning toward a far horizon.
        She drank half of the water before she put the glass down.
        "When I entered the room a moment ago," the killer said, "you were sitting with your hands folded, your head bowed against your hands. Were you praying?"
        She thought about it. "No."
        "There's no point in lying to me."
        "I'm not lying. I wasn't praying just then."
        "But you do pray?"
        "Sometimes."
        "God fears me."
        She waited.
        He said, " God fears me -those are words that can be made from the letters of my name."
        "I see."
        "Dragon seed."
        "From the letters of your name," she said.
        "Yes. And… forge of rage."
        "It's an interesting game."
        "Names are interesting. Yours is passive. A place name for a first name. And Shepherd-bucolic, fuzzily Christian. When I think of your name, I see an Asian peasant on a hillside with sheep… or a slant-eyed Christ making converts among the heathens." He smiled, amused by his banter. "But clearly, your name doesn't define you well. You're not a passive person."
        "I have been," she said, "most of my life."
        "Really? Well, you weren't passive last night."
        "Not last night," she agreed. "But until