Kissed a Sad Goodbye

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    “I didn’t know, when you first asked me, that Annabelle was dead,” Jo whispered at last, without taking her eyes from her clenched hands. “And then I was ashamed.”
    “You were ashamed?” Gemma prompted her gently. “Was it something you said?”
    Jo shook her head, and the tears that had gathered on her lower lashes spilled over, streaking her cheeks. She didn’t lift a hand to wipe them away. “It was Harry. You have to understand: It was Martin who poisoned him against Annabelle. I daresay she deserved it, but she adored Harry from the moment he was born, and I think it broke her heart.”
    Leaning forward, Gemma reached out as if to touch her. “Jo, start from the beginning. Tell us what happened.”
    “I don’t want you to think badly of Annabelle.” Jo lifted a curled fist to her breast in a pleading gesture.
    “We won’t,” Gemma promised, without taking her eyes from Jo’s, and Kincaid marveled, as he always did, at her ability to make an emotional link with a stranger.
    Jo took a shaky breath and exhaled on a sigh, blinking back her tears. “It started when Sarah was a baby—before that, really. Martin and I had been having problems—I’d even thought about leaving him—and then Mummy got sick. And I got pregnant.” Looking away, she shook her head and continued softly, “It was a stupid thing to do, crazy even, but it was like I couldn’t help myself, I couldn’t fight this urge.... I even cheated on my birth control.” She looked back at them, her lips curving in a small smile. “It didn’t help things with Martin, and it didn’t keep Mummy from dying. But it gave me something to love, to fill the void.... Why am I telling you this? I’ve never said—”
    Gemma touched her fingertips to Jo’s outstretched hand. Kincaid thought he might have disappeared as far as the two women were concerned. “I have a son the same age as your Sarah. I know what it’s like.”
    After a moment, Jo nodded. “Martin had been jealous of Harry, but with Sarah he felt completely shut out, and he was more angry with me than ever. And Annabelle... When Mummy died, Annabelle hadn’t anything....” The breath she took sounded almost like a sob. “They had an affair. Martin and Annabelle. Annabelle told me, after a few months. She said she couldn’t stand it anymore, knowing that she’d betrayed me and the children, and that Martin wanted to keep on. I filed for divorce.”
    “Were you terribly angry with her?” Gemma asked it quietly.
    “Of course I was angry. Furious. But she was my sister, and after a bit... I missed her.
    “But Martin never forgave her; he swore she’d ruined his life, taken his children from him—as if he’d had nothing to do with it at all.” Her voice rose on an incredulous note.
    “And Harry?”
    “Martin told him it was Annabelle’s fault we weren’t a family anymore, that everything would have been wonderful if she hadn’t interfered. That was bad enough, but I thought that was all he’d told him. Until the night of the dinner party.” Jo looked round the room as if realizing where she was sitting. “Annabelle hadn’t been here often.... Things had been awkward between us, though we put up the best front we could for Father. But I thought it was time we mended things, so I invited them— Annabelle and Reg—and Mummy’s friend Rachel Pargeter who lives round the corner, and some clients who weren’t biased one way or the other....”
    When Jo lapsed into silence, Gemma said softly, “What happened?”
    “It was a disaster. Oh, not at first. Harry was rude to her, but I sent him to play outside with Sarah, and we got through dinner with flying colors. Then Harry came into the kitchen as Annabelle and Reg were helping me clear up. Annabelle had never stopped trying to make things up with Harry, you see. They’d been so close, and I don’t think she really understood how deep the damage went. She touched him, called him a pet name, and he—lashed out at her. He said things... called her horrible names....” Jo stopped. She’d gone pale under her tan.
    “What sort of names?”
    “Whore,” Jo said, so quietly that Kincaid had to lean forward to hear her. “Filthy tart. He said if she hadn’t... I’d no idea he even knew the words. Annabelle slapped him, and then Reg... started in on her.”
    “Reg was angry at Annabelle?” Kincaid frowned. “Not at Harry?”
    “Reg hadn’t known about Annabelle and Martin. He kept