Love is Always Write Anthology Volume 5

of 2011, was first published that December, and still can't believe she's supposed to think of herself as an author. She hopes to continue substituting her passion for writing beautiful, emotional men for her previous jobs as a hockey manager/coach, school band volunteer and overall chauffeur.
    K-lee lives with an overly-patient husband who totally does not get her thing for gay men, two spoiled but wonderful sons (who don't get it either), two also spoiled but beautiful cats, many phone calls with her daughter who has already left the nest, and an abundance of fabulous gay men—of all sizes and shapes—bouncing off the walls of her skull, competing for their turns to tell their stories. Currently she is being published by MLR and Less Than Three Press, and she's hoping her first paranormal book will be out in ebook and print by October 2012 - just in time for GayRomLit.
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LEAD US NOT
    by Kate McMurray

    Black and white photo of two nude men cuddling and kissing .

    Dear Author,
    These guys have known each other since college. They fell in love and went to New York to follow their dreams of being models and actors. They thought nothing could break them apart, but life is filled with temptations. Can these two remain true to each other or will fame tear them apart forever (please HEA story only, and I don't approve of cheating, but if it happens I hope that two lovers can find a way to resolve things).
    Sincerely,
    Lily

    genre: contemporary
    tags: actor; model; sweet; not explicit sex; established couple; New York
    word count: 12,752
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    LEAD US NOT
    by Kate McMurray
    JESS
    There's a deli on Rivington that has the best soup I've ever tasted. It's cheap, too. Or it is for me anyway, I think Mrs. Lowenstein, who runs the place, took pity after she saw the fingers on my gloves were just worn through and not those fancy gloves with the fingers deliberately left off. Sam says it's just as well because New Yorkers need to use their fingers so much, and if the fingers weren't worn through, I'd just be pulling my gloves on and off all day. Which, yeah, probably, but my hands sure get cold.
    So I'm drinking a cup of tomato basil, my favorite, and sitting at a table in the corner, just watching people. The table has tiling on it meant to look like the inside of a subway station, I think, all chipped blues and whites with mosaics of numbers and street names. That was the scariest thing to me when we first moved here, the subway I mean, but I got used to the noise, to the homeless guy at the Delancey stop who talks to wayward pigeons, to fearing that someone was going to come along and push me onto the tracks.
    This tall, lanky guy walks into the deli. I've seen him around before. Sam and I have been living in the Lower East Side long enough that it's starting to feel like its own small town. Maybe that's why I have a hard time with the subway, too; I don't like leaving the neighborhood. It's safe and familiar. There's a whole huge city out there, and it terrifies me.
    The lanky guy's name is Matt, which I know because he hit on Sam at a bar once when I was standing right there.
    Matt orders half a sandwich and a can of soda from Mrs. Lowenstein. He turns and gazes at me while he waits. "I know you, right?" he says.
    "Dunno."
    "You're the pretty little thing who buzzes around Sam Beatty. What are you, his assistant?" He leers at me.
    "I'm his partner ." I muster up what I think is an appropriate amount of indignation. Sam and I don't really refer to each other this way—he usually introduces me to new people as his boyfriend —but I like the gravitas of partner , the permanence of it, and after eight years together, I think we've earned it.
    "Right," says Matt. He slides into the chair opposite me and traces the grout pattern in the tile on the table with his fingers. "Sam and I both auditioned for the same part last week."
    "Really?" I didn't see how that could be possible. Matt is so skinny, all long limbs, and he has tousled dark hair. Sam is bulkier, more filled out, and there is never a blond hair out of place. "Which part?"
    "Billy Bigelow in Carousel ."
    "Oh." I want to disarm this guy. "Sam got a callback. Did you get a callback?"
    "No."
    Mrs. Lowenstein interrupts my smug victory when she calls for Matt to pick up his sandwich. He gets it to go. On his way out the door, he says, "I heard a rumor that one of the actors who got a callback fucked