Love Means No Shame - Andrew Grey

drove Eli wild with desire.
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    “Want you, Geoff. Can’t take much more.” That was becoming very plain. Eli was throbbing on top of him, his body shaking as he moaned and whimpered.

    “Okay, Tiger.” Geoff wet a finger and slid it deep into Eli, that hot body pulling him in, his finger nearly burning from the heat. Eli wriggled on Geoff’s finger, wanting more, so Geoff added a second, and Eli pushed against it, sucking it right in. “Geoff, need you so bad. Need it to be you.”

    “Will be in a second. Need to make sure you’re ready.” Eli pulled off Geoff’s fingers and sat up, spitting on his hand. Wetting Geoff’s dripping erection, he positioned himself and took him in, driving down in a single long motion.

    “Yes!” Eli cried out when he rested against his lover’s hips.

    Geoff thought his head was going to explode. Every nerve in his body seemed to be firing at the same damn time. Hell, it was so hot when his Tiger took what he wanted.
    Geoff started to move, but Eli stilled his hips with a touch.
“I’m the Tiger.” He lifted his body and slammed back down onto Geoff.
    “Elijah—” Geoff could barely breathe, and he gasped for air, catching his breath just as Eli repeated the motion, stealing his breath away again. “Tiger—”

    “That’s right.” Eli lifted his body again. “I’m the Tiger, so I’m in charge.” Then he slammed back down. “I love you, Geoff, and you’re mine!” This time he gripped Geoff as tight as he could and fucked himself on his lover like the hounds of hell were after them.
    Geoff tried to form words, make sounds, anything, but all he could do was hang on and let Eli do the driving.
He could feel the pressure building deep inside him. Reaching up, he began to stroke hard along Eli’s length. “Come for me, Tiger. 199
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Want you to come on my cock.” Eli’s eyes scrunched shut, and his rhythm became erratic. Crying out, he shot on Geoff’s stomach.. The throbbing pressure and clenching muscles drove Geoff to his own release, and he came deeply in his lover as lights danced behind his eyes.
    Slowly, Eli lifted himself off Geoff, both of them whimpering when Geoff slipped out. After a quick cleanup, they scooted together, arms curled around each other, their immediate need sated.

    “I thought I’d lost you forever. What made you come back?” Geoff asked.

    Eli rested his head on Geoff’s shoulder, fingers tracing circles on his lover’s chest. “My mom, actually.” Geoff turned his head to look into Eli’s eyes. He couldn’t believe Eli was serious.

    “She took me aside yesterday and told me that she could see I wasn’t happy. She asked me if I’d met someone when I was away, and there was no way I could outright lie to her, so I told her yes.”
    “Then why’d you come back?”His mother had said as she worked on her sewing.
Eli had hung his head, not able to explain fully. “The English world is harsh and cruel.”
    She continued her work as she spoke. “I knowit can be cruel, but you found love, and that’s too precious to turn your back on.”She stilled her hands and put down her sewing. “You’re not happy, and while I don’t want you to go, I want what every mother wants, to see her children as happy as possible.”She looked around the room to make sure no one could hear, “You need to go back. Once you take your vows and receive baptism, you’ll be trapped for the rest of your life.”Eli had tried to argue with her, but she’d quieted him. “My oldest brother was just like you.” She’d smiled as she remembered. “He left for a year away, just like you, but came back 200
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    and hid his true self. He rejoined the community, got baptized, and married. He was miserable for the rest of his life. Your papa thinks it’s because he had the devil in him.”She’d shaken her head softly.
“Far be it from me to argue with your Papa, but I knowit was because he found happiness outside and turned his back on it. He regretted what he’d done till the day he died.”She wiped a tear from her eye.
“What do I do?”
    “Be honest with your Papa like you always have. Tell him what you’re feeling, and in the morning you’ll leave. He may be angry for a while, but he’ll get over it.”Eli’s mother swallowed hard. “After tomorrowit’s too late.” Geoff scooted closer, holding his sweet lover close. “What did he say when you told him?”
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